Author Topic: Everyone, please read this. I need your prayers! (Read 1930 times)

loveofabundance · « **on:** October 28, 2010, 05:51:41 AM »

I have lost an entire day of my life due to drinking a very large bottle of wine all by myself. BTW, I never drink and forum. In general, I rarely drink around others because I like to have all of my wits about me so that I can be my best around my loved ones.

Anyway, I can't stand alcohol. If others like to drink that's fine. But for me, it is nothing more or less than poison. That's how I felt about cigarettes and I smoked them for 8 years. I've been cigarette-free for 14 years since.

I live alone and for me that isn't good. Unlike most people who need to learn to enjoy time by themselves, I had days on end of being without a single human companion when I was as young as 8 years old. I really learned to develop my imagination which is probably why I'm so good at manifestation.

Anyway, I do realise that I have PM's from people in need. I've read them. I will help you. Please bear with me because I will not get to them tonight. rest assured, I will get to them.

I am going through a dark night of the soul, which isn't nearly as bad as it sounds. dark nights always occur right before beautiful revelations. I am going to beat alcohol, once and for all, just like I did cigarettes.

what I need from you guys is prayer. everyone who reads this, please pray for me. Pray to whatever deities you wish. If you're an atheist please wish me well. It all works! I will feel it and it will give me strength and joy.

thank you so much everyone. what I am grateful for tonight is that when I need love bombarded at me from every part of the globe, I have a resource to get just that. I love every member of this beautiful forum!

@Ankur, you've started something amazing here! I'm so proud of you!

Vicki Christina · « **Reply #1 on:** October 28, 2010, 07:25:22 AM »

My Dear Love of Abundance, I will put you in my prayers tonight. You have been an inspiration for so many of us these past few months. We love you and want you happy!

I have not been here much the past few days and possibly a week or so... I crashed emotionally after so much communication from my Honey. I quit doing my LOA work. I got sick too. Trying to get it together again and evaluate what I want.

You will have a recovery and will be ready to work on everything you desire soon. Get a good sleep and have some nice dreams. Big Hug, VC

LeyLine · « **Reply #2 on:** October 28, 2010, 07:35:57 AM »

Looooooooooove why did u have to drink all that wine all by urself?

why didnt u call me arghhhhhhhhhhh

we would have such an amazing time, first crying over our boyfriends and then go out and be the most gorgeous of all

Ahhhhhhh anyway, i think i will forgive me for not calling me (for now) and yes, i will pray for you! (if you hear prayers in a weird language, that would be me

)

pEACE

judasentinel · « **Reply #3 on:** October 28, 2010, 07:47:09 AM »

Quote from: 31euphrosyne on October 28, 2010, 07:35:57 AM

...........i will pray for you! (if you hear prayers in a weird language, that would be me )
pEACE

σ 'αγαπώ - there you go!!

LeyLine · « **Reply #4 on:** October 28, 2010, 07:58:51 AM »

awwww êé åãþ ó´áãáðþ

LeyLine · « **Reply #5 on:** October 28, 2010, 07:59:53 AM »

ehm...this forum doesnt support greek?? then how did u type in greek judas??

vageesha · « **Reply #6 on:** October 28, 2010, 09:30:16 AM »

will surely pray for you! best of LOA!

judasentinel · « **Reply #7 on:** October 28, 2010, 09:51:35 AM »

Quote from: 31euphrosyne on October 28, 2010, 07:59:53 AM

ehm...this forum doesnt support greek?? then how did u type in greek judas??

Είμαι πολύ έξυπνος - now you know why......

loa, you know my thoughts are with you.......

aareeba · « **Reply #8 on:** October 28, 2010, 11:12:15 AM »

mercies upon u dear,i know and understand how does it feel like to living alone...as im with my grandma since i was 2+..but u know God never leaves us like that.He loves us and the moment we are about to leave our hopes or feeling shattered He is there..Isnt it?lets have a party here and instead of having vinnie the wine...some music and other stuff...have fun buddy and do remember me in ur prayers.
i need prayers badly madly sadly...
TC

loveofabundance · « **Reply #9 on:** October 28, 2010, 11:52:06 AM »

thank you so much everyone! This is the WORST hangover ever. I fell asleep only to wake up again still sick. ugh!

I appreciate everyone's kind words and your prayers are truly helping me.

Of course I will pray for you aareeba! It is so wonderful to be able to support each other.

aareeba · « **Reply #10 on:** October 28, 2010, 12:53:09 PM »

no need to thank....i dont know what else i can do for you...but wherever u r may Allah almighty give you strength and peace.are u
you still in the same place where u were last?did u eat something?ok try try to eat something sweat....its a smaller tip to make ur mood happy...otherwise im praying for u and for me too.

loveofabundance · « **Reply #11 on:** October 28, 2010, 01:00:07 PM »

@aareeba, you're very sweet! Yes, I did eat some soup. I think I'll soon be able to go back to sleep for a few more hours. I hope that you are feeling better, too! I will continue to pray for you!

Ginny · « **Reply #12 on:** October 28, 2010, 01:54:15 PM »

You sound like me - (even the age you mention from your childhood is spooky).

Now that you know this is what you want, you will give up drinking easily. And every day, you will feel more and more glad that you did

LeyLine · « **Reply #13 on:** October 28, 2010, 02:11:12 PM »

Quote from: judasentinel on October 28, 2010, 09:51:35 AM

Quote from: 31euphrosyne on October 28, 2010, 07:59:53 AM
ehm...this forum doesnt support greek?? then how did u type in greek judas??

Åßìáé ðïëý Ýîõðíïò - now you know why

hahahha yes you are very smart....(also you use google translator:P )

bravelioness · « **Reply #14 on:** October 28, 2010, 02:16:01 PM »

I'm wishing you well.I got drunk before.I finished 2L of screwdrivers(a typical drink like juice or iced tea + gin) with my sister & my friend then we all puked.Pray for me too.