I know that God allowed this, to work on me. I relied on my husband to make me happy, but now know that I must reach within myself and be happy with ME! I made him an idol! That too is wrong!
Once I understood to "Let go and Let God", meaning once I let go of him, my husband is no longer a idol. I allow God to work on me. Getting to know me, shows me what I was doing wrong in the relationship. It wasn't pretty, but as I ask for the forgiveness, I can forgive others. Then God begins to work in the supernatural! Lot's of blessings!
Thank you for allowing me to share.
Bless you all!! Love you all!!