So it's been almost 3 months since I last saw my guy and what an interesting time it has been...a lot of emotions and obstacles to overcome so grateful for this forum...I'm feeling less needy for him now, feeling peaceful about him and life in general and focusing on other things...I've even been dating a bit ...not really looking for anything but more so just for fun....I'm starting to even feel like if I sent him a text and he didn't respond it wouldn't crush me...which is definitely a big sign of detachment I know...I get negative thoughts every now and then but they are less prominent now..I don't worry about the girl he is with now too much anymore either which is such a big weight of my shoulders lol..i think to myself now ugghhh why was I carrying all that around for so long...so pointless lol...but I also see how it was part of the process in letting go...I still have dreams about him every now then...still see his face in mind and think of things he used to say...but I don't feel as sad about it all now...I still have bad days but they are way less now then before and I am just plain happier all the way around and grateful..learned so much about how it is so important to be complete within yourself first before you can really be with anyone, so insanely important !!! I know I'm not all the way there yet but definitely getting close oh and been focusing on me a lot too:). Almost 90 days in and I'm so proud of how far I've come just wanted to share ..we can definitely all get there:) just believe!!





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