Hello again, missed me?
In this topic, I suggest that everybody who wants an awesome life ( love, abundance, you name it ) to write down their life as they want it.
Obviously, I'll start first. It's LOOONG, but you'll enjoy this :
RG answers my replies and communication starts to be constant. We are chatting 3-4 times a week, since we're both busy and too into ourselves
. The chats are growing to be more intimate as time passes.
The day comes when I arrive in her hometown and stay for 2 whole weeks. She is so delighted to see me and smiles all the time. When she arrives to greet me at the airport, she is dressed in black pants and a white blouse with some flowers around the shoulders. She then takes me to her flat ( which has a stunning view of the city ) and later shows me around her town and having the time of our lives, telling stories, having very fun activities and a lot of teasing
. We're getting intimate by the day, sharing very personal stories and begin to get very affectionate with each other, as though nothing else in this world matters except the two of us.
Since she has to work during the weekend, we're having parties at her house. Small group of people hanging out ( of course, me in the center of attention ) laughing, dancing and drinking a lot ( hey, they're Russians, what do you expect ? Not that it's bad or anything
) We listen to a song that I remember liking when I was a kid ( The KLF - 3 A.M. Eternal ) and that's my moment of greatness : dancing, partying and having a blast like there's no tomorrow. The song, deeply embedded in our hearts at this moment, will start to piss off her room mate, because me and RG like it so much. So much that it becomes the RG-and-me-couple-party ANTHEM ( of course, we're still debating what our love song is ). Since this night is the night that we madly fall in love with each other, at the end of the party we kiss so deeply, so passionate and so into each other, that without telling a single word we both look into our eyes and settle the way this magnificent relationship will unfold in front of our lives.
Since we're in the kitchen as we are doing this, I get to talk first. I openly and clearly state that I am willing to commit to this relationship mind, body and spirit. And that I give her total freedom to do absolutely anything she wants...and I do mean ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING : absolutely no boundaries at all. I state to her that I demand to be treated with respect and like the amazing guy that I am. I expect her to put as much into the relationship as I do and contribute to it in a positive way. I state to her that under no circumstances do I tolerate lying and cheating and that the direct consequences will be me leaving the relationship. Period. Then I tell her I strongly frown upon things like disrespecting me or what I say and that the direct consequences will be that I will not talk to her for the night to a few days to a few weeks, depending on the gravity of the situation.
However, if she displays good behavior, she shall be rewarded accordingly. For example : If she makes me great food or my favorite kind of food, she will be awarded for the efforts : a bunch of flowers, a box of candy or moreso something non-materialistic but oh so meaningful.
After she states her own rules, she is just a tiny bit concerned about the distance and how much time we will spend together. Since this is an from-the-moon obvious issue, I tell her that we shall look at it as a blessing, because for a very long time to come we will be very excited to see each other and cherish to it's fullest out time spent together moreso than if we were from the same city. Even after months and months and months on end, we will be as excited to see eachother as if it was the honeymoon phase of our relationship on repeat.
She agrees. We kiss deeper than before. We slowly go to her bedroom...( You can figure out this part by yourselves :p )
Two whole days later ( hey, it's not what you think we're doing ALL the time ) we decided to get out of the apartment and go shopping in a mall ( my suggestion, btw ). She is so delighted by this suggestion that she barely can stop smiling. We spend the entire day shopping, trying on clothes, perfumes, make-up ( hey, I like to have fun and am confident in my own sexuality ), have a drink and a chocolate fondue bowl with fruits to dip them in, like kiwi, strawberry, banana. After the shopping day has come to an end, we go at her folk's place, because the parents want to meet me. We arrive at her folks and somehow strongly bond with them. Since they both know English well enough, we talk for like 2-3 hours. Her mother is extremely fond of me, saying that I'm very lovely and charming and quite possibly the greatest boyfriend she ever had in her eyes and in RG's eyes too, even though she will not admit it yet. Her father, very strong in character, takes me away from them for a nice talk and drive. He tells me some stuff about RG and that he is fully aware of the fact that I live 2000 miles away and that it is hard for him to accept that. I tell him that I know what he's actually saying and that making only RG happy is a wish extremely close to my heart. After this, he smiles at me and gives me a warm embrace and a blessing for our relationship. He thinks of me as being a man of integrity, dignity and honor. We talk some more about business, sport, asking him ( and wanting to know ) stories about himself. RG and her mother come into the room we're in and tells both me and her father that it's time for me and RG to go home, since she had some work to do the next day ( an excuse to go, so that we can spoon, cuddle and so on :d RG knows her interest, alright
).
Days pass and it's almost time for me to go home. We still have an incredible time together. For the last night, we plan a special dinner and night only for us. Candles, some nice Italian food, romantic music...ahhh, the splendor of this night fills me with utmost joy and happiness. And yet the night had just begun. We talk about the nights before, the fun we had, the meeting with the parents. She opens up quite a lot. She said that she hasn't been this excited about a relationship ever. I tell her that I feel the same way about this too. And that she is really happy to have met me. In a way she expected me to come into her life. She didn't think at all that it would be meant for us to meet in Egypt. I told her she took the words right out of my mouth ( I have you guys as witnesses that I'm telling the truth
) But she feels sad that I have to leave. I told her not to worry because I'll come back and she knows it deep in her heart. And that she knows she's going to come to my town whenever she wants ( or can ). At this point we have established that we will visit each other 1 1/2 - 2 months apart and stay for 2 weeks. If possible, we can go back to back with our visits so we can see each other for an entire month. After some very heartfelt words about our time spent together, she says it......"I think I love you"......as my face is visibly shocked by the beauty and grace that those words left her mouth, I stand still for a few seconds. I began to smile and I got up. I came to her seat, reached my arm out for hers, pull her up and kiss her more passionately than I ever kissed any girl in my life. My body was filled with such great emotions. After we've stopped kissing for a moment, I leaned my head away so that I can fully see her gracious beauty, her sparkling eyes filled with ecstasy and fulfillment, but with a trace of mild sadness. There were slight smiles, as if she tries hard to mask her sadness of my departure. I felt the same. My eyes filled up with joy and love. I lit a big smile on my face, knowing that I would forever be happy with her. And that's when I opened my mouth and said......"I love you too". You should've been there to see the incredible smile she put on. A deep and meaningful hug followed, with even more passionate kissing and the inevitable departure to her room.
On my departure, at the airport, we hugged and kissed deeply. Went 2 hours before, so that I could catch the plane. At the check in, I saw that she was very sad...I went up to her and re-insured her that we will see eachother very soon. As I left to the gates, she hugged me one last time and said "I love you"...tears then began to fall slowly on her cheeks. And I couldn't help it either....a tear began going down my cheek as well as I said "I love you too"......I got myself to my senses fairly quick and said "We both know you will come to my town next soon and we will see each other soon"...she confirmed.
And I left.
( More of this coming soon )
July 17, 2010, 05:16:36 PM
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