Well.. after losing sleep for so many nights in a row, and feeling too much stress tryin to control everything.. and worrying about all the possibilities...... I STOP ALL THAT!
Here's a letter to Mr. Universe, summarizing the state i'm in right now:
I feel the energy of love surrounding me everyday. I feel it when the sun falls on my skin in the morning, and in the cool breeze at night. I feel it in the certainty i have at times when i don't know what will happen, but trust that everything will be fine.. and it turns out fine, every time!
I trust you because i've already seen what the power of focus, gratitude, visualizing and letting go can do.
I trust you because of the many things, events and people that i consciously attract in my daily life, and that you gladly bring to me, without me trying too hard to make things work.
I trust the way you make all the pieces fall together in perfect order.
I leave the situation between M and myself in your hands. I've done my part. You know i've been asking, i've been reading and learning about your laws. I'm leaving it to you. I will no longer try to make it happen my way.
Universe, I'm sorry that i tried to control the outcome for so long. And i've been out of alignment with my true self over the hurt and pain. But now, I truly feel like letting it all go. I love him, i learned from my mistakes last time, and I see us both very happy together, and i'd love to start anew with him. But whether it's him or someone else, I know my next relationship will be amazing and really really special.
Universe, I know you will make me happy. And you will make him happy as well.
I love you!
You have truly touched my heart with that letter. You have actually helped me get over a rough patch I was having today when I broke some news to my new girl. That letter didn't just come from your mind and heart... that letter was a true inspiration. Much thanks to you!