With all the people on here and probably on your facebook page wishing you a happy birthday, you have so much to be grateful for. I find it surprising that you are pining all your happiness on this one guy!!
He isn't the be all to end all!!
Please try to be grateful for your wonderful life and friends and don't do anything silly just because your guy friend is being a poop head!! LOL!!!
Smile and be happy!! We all love you here and would miss you terribly!!