I am new in this Forum and signed up for this post, because I had the feeling that I should share my story and the experiences I made. Maybe it helps someone at some point I don’t know. I am sorry for the long text, I compressed it as far as I could. And I am not a native English-speaker, so have mercy if its not that perfect =).
In fact, I found that the Law of Attraction really works. Its one of the Basic Rules of life. This is not something I learned within a few weeks but something I needed years to know and to figure out how it actually works for me personally. A few days ago I remembered my life from age 16, where I first learned about the law of attraction from my mother, to this day and viewed it through the aspects of the law. The following will be a really short story about how I came to the point of absolute knowing that, and how, the law works. It will work, no matter what you do or how much you doubt or anything… The important thing is to exactly know what you want, if you don’t YOU really can mess things up like I did… But lets come to that later… Oh and by the way…. You CAN attract a certain person in your life, I have done it myself.
At age 18 I met a girl and we got into a relationship for about 1 year. It was a good time and I have to say it was my first relationship longer than 3 months to that day =D. However, it wasn’t really what I wanted and we were both young and first relationships sometimes don’t work out because you don’t even know yourself at that point. In the end we broke up and I was sad and all that but it wasn’t really THAT hard… I got over it very fast.
Now after this relationship I knew a little more about how a girl has to be to fit me and I got a really clear picture of this kind of girl. I have to say at this point I knew the Law of attraction but didn’t intentionally use it… just had the knowledge, that’s all. However I did something that was pure unconscious using of the law. Every time I drove to school for like half an hour I listened to good music and imagined about how it would be to find such a girl and it just made me feel good. I did this every day, just because it made me feel good. After two months bam there she was and she came into my life like a damn hurricane and really was everything I ever wanted and imagined. Life was at its best and I was happy from deep within.
We were together for about 4 years. In the last year she moved to another town to study there and the distance was about 50 kilometers. Not a big deal. But she lived a new life there and because she is a very beautiful girl, the guys there really were after her all the time. So we only saw each other at the weekend and only from Saturday evening until Sunday afternoon. It was a hard time because we were used to seeing us every day. Anyway the guys there were swarming her. Especially one guy who really was after her. After some time I really got jealous because I realized that this guy got into her circle of closer friends there and they were hanging out every day. I was really mad at times and when we saw us at the weekends we often argued about this guy and she told me I had to stop being so jealous and that he was not after her and all that. I couldn’t believe this because it was sooooo obvious. I really really was in bad fear about losing her to him at that time… About the same time I suddenly started dreaming of my ex at night at a really intense level. And in the morning I woke up and wanted her really bad… it was strange. I developed a very strong sexual desire for her. Then things between my girl and me went worse and she left me in april 2011, I was fighting for her like a mad lion to don’t leave me and I really tried it all... didn’t work. After that my life kind of turned into pure pain. I got the feeling I lost the love of my life. I really reached my total pain-limit when I was told she is now in a relationship with exactly this guy we argued about so much. I went through my personal hell. Can’t tell how ugly it was. I begged her to take me back and I have done most of the things you should NOT do after being dumped… Being deeply sad and frustrated I wrote my first ex girlfriend an email and she told me she is now living in a big city about 300 kilometers away from me and asked if I would like to come over for some time. I thought it would bring me to other thoughts so I said yes. I told her that my heart belongs to somebody else but we could still have a good time and she could show me round the city a bit and so on. I was there a week or so and we just had incredible sex the whole week and didn’t do anything else. It just happened. And I was ok for the time I was there but after I left for home I felt worse than ever before. I felt ultimate pain for losing my girl and realized, that getting what I desired, my ex, didn’t help me at all. it was hell. I tried to get my girl back again then but she just refused again and we lost contact. It was just like running into a wall at full speed.
So what happened, how did it come to this?
First I attracted the love of my life simply by imaging how it would be with her and feeling good. And there she was, few months later. It was pure love.
Then the problems began between us and at the same time I developed desire for my ex-girlfriend and fear for my girl to leave me and go to that other guy… EXACTLY this happened. I drove to my ex to have sex for a whole week and my girl went to that guy.
The universe is totally neutral… it creates what you focus on. Not what you want. Fear and love are two poles on the same frequency… I desired my ex and feared my girl to leave me because of another. Exactly THAT happened. If the universe would have called me and told me the plan and how it would happen to me I would have said: HELL NO!!! YOU CRAZY? I NEVER WANT THAT!!!! But I manifested it just by focusing on it and putting an incredible amount of emotion in it… if its good or bad you will get it if you put enough emotion in it.
This is also one of the reasons its easy to manifest in relationships… but its not that easy to manifest 1 million dollars… just try to put this amount of emotion in 1 million dollars. It just doesn’t work that well… for me.
Why did I developed desire for my ex while I was in a relationship with my girl that I really loved and couldn’t help myself to stop it?
After my ex and I broke up, there was one deep sad moment in which I promised myself that I will see her again and that this wasn’t the last word spoken. This desire I developed I think is a manifestation of this moment in which I truly and deeply promised myself that we will see again and the time was coming then.
Because of this it is important to forgive and make peace with people who are leaving. I did not do this. I promised myself we would see again no matter the cost. And this is what haunted me later in forms of desire I could not stop.
What is it I should have done to hold my girl?
NOT focusing on this guy who was after her! NOT giving energy to this situation, to this thought… NOT giving energy to the desire for my ex. Focus on my girl… how beautiful she is in mind soul and body. Trying to give us a good time when she was there at the weekends. Focus on her and the positive things in this relationship. BE GRATEFUL. This is key to hold things you love.
SO BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR! IT WILL GET REAL IF YOU PUT A CERTAIN LEVEL OF EMOTION INTO IT.
This is the reason people feeling not to be the master of their own life if bad things happen... because they don’t control their thoughts and emotions. They think of this and that and all kinds of stuff and don’t realize what it is they are thinking of. Fear will manifest in the same amount that love will. This is the reason why you MUST replace fearful thoughts with positive thoughts. You have to be aware of the consequences of you thoughts and emotions, because they HAVE AN EFFECT.
With this knowledge in my hand I will get my girl back. I started practicing the law now and I am absolute aware of how it works and why it works. I got her out of my life… so I also can get her back in.
I texted her a few weeks ago if we could meet after I passed my exams in mid-february. She thinks it’s a bad idea… but I finally convinced her and we will meet in one or two weeks… I am certain that I get another chance if I keep in mind what I have learned.
You are always the master of your life. The problem is that you can also manifest bad things… so keep that in mind and focus only on good things and what you truly want. Then your life will be over the top. I know I am not telling you anything new... you all know that. But I think its another good example of how the law works and that it works... sometimes you can only see the connections if you look at a longer period of time...