your story truly touched me, you have been through alot. i am almost in tears and out of words. you are a powerful, strong and lovey lady. your soulmate is blessed to be loved by you.
you are inspiration to me! you go your way so powerfully!!
i could clearly feel how you must have been feeling during that journey. you did it!!! awesome
i know what it feels to be with an alcoholic, i know about all those hurtings and respectlessness. your soulmate is really messed up and still, but you know that.
what i adore about you---- you dont give up on him, you still love and that unconditionally, which is the most challenging thing to do. but you do!!
i understand that he is still your soulmate. that wonderful and unique connection, the deep love you felt. well, hard to put in words, but i do know.
that is REAL love. love that never ends, no matter what happens.
you did the best you could do.... set your boundaries by going back to australia and look after yourself, make yourself happy and distant yourself from his problems. he has to work through them on his own until he is ready to be with you again.
alcoholism is an evil desease, i have seen alot when i was in hospital and god may him help to come over it.
i know though, that you will get what you deserve, the seeds you have sown will bring you happiness and the love you gave, will come back to you tenfold.
your love will heal him, this is what i feel right now. i wish for you from all of my heart!! no action, no love stays unseen or unheard.
you know-- my soulmate is in england too... i am in germany... we met online as well and i can say we share the same connection as you describe it. he is torn deep inside as well, not alcohol is the problem, but another one, which he needs to work on which doesnt allow him to accept love in any way.
he hurt me alot- again and again. my love though never went or have been less. we are seperated since feb this year. i attracted him back before, but the time we came back together, i just felt that i couldnt stand it anymore. i felt like i couldnt allow someone to hurt me that much again. the last contact he made was end of april, on by bday. but i refused again. now i wish i hadnt but i cant change what happened, its just what i thought would be the right thing at this moment.
this is the longest time wth NC, 3 months now. he comes into my mind, i love him and i dont try to change that.
maybe i needed this time and i am sure, he needs it as well.
i realized that i wont give up on him. love has no conditions and the love he could gve me, is above all i have ever felt in my life. your story just confirmed that!
we are in similar situations, why dont we just fly over? kidding
i thank you for your post, it gives us alot!!
your soulmate does love you deeply, otherwise he wouldnt have emailed you and let out all his anger towards you- it is a sign from him (and above), that youre still in his heart, but that he needs alot to work on before you can be together again. happy and forever.
awesome, that you attracted that!!!
keep on rocking!!!