So I was watching some vid with abraham hicks and she was talking about how it is possible to attract a specific person but ONLY to the extent to how much you BELIEVE you can, easier said than done considering so many of us that want the ex have history and when you think of him or her the good and sometimes the bad memories come attatched so it's harder to believe it's possible esp, if they said things like I dont love you anymore. IF my ex has said that OH MAN I wouldn't have wasted ONE moment of my energy on him. I BEGGED my guy to tell me he no longer loved me. Why ? Because it would been a walk in the park to get over and move on. He wouldn't say it anyways- I know some of you are still in love with exes that have done worse than say they no longer love you, I'm no one to judge but I want to share with you that I found the good place, back to what I was saying the A.hicks video, she talks about YES it is possible to attract a specific person, again only to your extent of how much you believe you can and so it is best to become a little more general. What I took from it was get the essence of that person, all their characteristics and ask the universe for that, and that MANY times the universe will end up giving you that specific person and if not it is someone just like them or even better.
SO when I was 16 I caught the end of the oprah show when they were talking about the secret. I just caught the end about writing down to the universe what you want in a guy and that you will recieve, I wrote it all down and when I met my current ex probably 6 months later for the first time, HE WAS EXACTLY WHAT I ASKED FOR, DOWN TO HIS PHYSICAL BODY AND TATTOOS. I didn't visualize I didn't spend all day every day wondering or being stressed over this, I was 16 I think thats how it manifested so amazingly well, I was just partying alot and living life and RANDOMLY I would remember that little piece of paper I wrote about my desired dude on. Anyways the hicks video got me thinking, so I've done it before, I MOST DEFINATELY will get it again, I wrote down all I wanted in a boyfriend and like the last time I'm forgetting about it, it is pretty general but my current ex would fit BUT I did NOT write it with him in mind I had fun and went a little crazy, and if it's not him it does not matter, because I'm still getting mine : ). So yeah I did this and I FELT SO FREE FINALLY! I FEEL SO GOOD. IT WAS LIBERATING! I've been trying to stay let go and blah blah blah and AT THE SAME TIME it's so hard to not think about the ex and if that is what you want you have to let go, doing this general thing was pretty amazing and like I said I guess it might be easier for me because I've manifested "a big deal" before i.e. a "soul mate". That I KNOW I have manifested this next thing easy. You guys I'm trying to find this vid but can't if I do I will post, but seriously OH EM GEE I FEEL SO GOOD!!!!!! Oh and while I let go of the ex I'm seeing him in a couple days and I got inspired thought on playing a song for him and until that hit me I always questioned my "inspirations". Lets just say when it is inspired thought it's like you're about to explode if you stop moving and you just start going with it and it's like you cant NOT do it. I texted this girl THAT NEVER texts back asking to borrow her guitar and she text me back RIGHT AWAY and is dropping it off tomorrow. OH MAN I FEEL AMAZING, I DONT CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS CUZ I KNOW LIKE I KNOW LIKE I KNOW IM GETTING THAT MAN I WROTE ABOUT TODAY, just like I got him 6 yrs ago without even knowing about LOA. If it's my ex great if not that is great too because he has the same qualities! HAH! You guys this generalizing thing, I have let go like no other . And I'm keeping it in check but what I find so crazy is once I let go of my ex I got inspired action to play him a song and I ran with it and it was pretty wild with the way things played out I mean you have to understand this gurl NEVER TEXTS and I knew this while texting her and I was shaking and its like somone else took over my body and I was just watching, I'm not going to start thinking that he is the one to be my next bf NOT AT ALL I'm not about to ruin my happiness with stress on what if's, but that inspired action is for a reason and whatever the reason I honestly don't care because IM DOING SO AMAZING !!!!! I LOVE MY LIFE !!!! and I don't even have one man! let alone my ex or the mystery I wrote about today that could easily be my ex! hahah and I dont care which it is! I'm getting it regardless! AND I WOULDNT TRADE PLACES WITH ANYONE ELSE ON THIS PLANET. I promise that, I feel that good. I'll keep looking for this vid, keep you posted. I'll keep you posted on the man too ;}