A dream

[Autumn]

Well, a lot of you are familiar with most details of my story by now, so I'm not gonna repeat all of that. I'll get on with the dream I had instead

Yeah, so this morning I was up real early, at about 4.30 am to attend a ceremony (I'm lucky!! Attracted a ticket to this by-invite-only event last week). Came back and was super tired, having slept late. I powered on my laptop to see an email from 57angel with a copy of the "Soulmate Secret" in my inbox. Read it halfway through and started feeling kinda drowsy at around half past ten. Thought I'd just lie down for a bit. Fell into a deep sleep instead and slept until afternoon.

Dreamt that I was back with my guy. The details are getting hazier with each minute, but I do know it was so vivid as soon as I woke up. I could feel the way he held me. I could feel him against my back, holding me as we were lying in bed. Could smell the scent of his skin close to mine, and knew without a doubt that it's him. Saw his face with such clarity. The kiss he gave me felt just like his lips over mine, exactly the way I remember it... but the way he kissed me was different. It felt like he put all the pain, hurt and sadness over the past couple of months and how much he misses me into it. I also had the feeling, the gut feeling that we'd be back together very soon. Like it was almost already done and just that something had to fall in place before that happened - some factor. I don't know what: time, understanding, forgiveness, just... something. I just felt like I was home, somehow. That I wanted to heal everything and we were fine, we've always been together, that we'd pull through this. It just felt so real, and I remember getting that exact particular feeling from his behaviour (yes he was behaving like that in my dream) that he's working through the emotions and has forgiven me. He was still not exactly like before but seemed a little bit wary and hurt.

He's been online on Whatsapp very frequently all day yesterday on our anniversary and today, just checking to see if I was online or thinking of him. At these times, I feel like a thought current is passing through us like we know exactly what and how the other person feels. The thing is, we've had a mental connect for ages. For the past 5-6 years, we used to end up texting each other or calling at exactly the same second, we'd miss each other just as the other person was also doing the same. Be able to tell just what the other person is feeling or thinking even by their silence over the phone. I've sent messages and along with the ping of the delivery report, seen a msg from him with a difference of milliseconds in the two. I've been seeing number sequences all over the place too, for the past week or two.

I woke up feeling great after this dream with some sort of certainty that things will be working themselves out very soon in a way I'd never expected. I just feel happy and content to let the Universe take care of this for me, because I know it's going to be good. I'm almost at the point of expecting my desire. It just felt like less of a dream and more like a message from the Universe to me, telling me that it's on its way and not to give up... in addition to all the extraordinary signs I've written about elsewhere in the past few weeks.

Any thoughts? On what I should do or not do. How to better understand what it meant and if there's still something I need to do. Do tell please. Thanks again for reading.

[Detached&Allowing]

trust your dreams and hold onto that feeling.   

Much love and the very best of LOA to you!

[Mr Brightside]

Well i made a post about this some time ago.

I didnt talk to my ex in a few weeks, and i really just wanted to hear from her. I had a nap after work, and in my dream i was thinking about her and said "I just want to talk to her"

I woke up with the phone ringing , and it was her.

 

[Autumn]

Whoa, that's interesting . Especially since there was no prior action say a message or call from you, that might have prompted her to call. It really was just things moving along in the direction you wanted them to. I must have somehow missed that post. I'm really starting to question how much of the content of dreams is really just the Universe's way of communicating with us. Of late, most of my dreams have been slightly out of the ordinary in one way or another, and connected to my desire. I think it has something to do with the fact that I meditate before bed every night. Can't concentrate as easily during the daytime.

But today was just really good. I got the feeling that we'd never really broken up completely, like we're not lost, this isn't the end. Like this was something that was needed to strengthen our relationship. No matter when it happens, how it happens, or however long it takes us to learn and grow... when we're back together, things will be perfect. Ever since I woke up, I'm getting this feeling that he's right here in my life, we're together already and that it's only a matter of when. We're getting back together is a foregone conclusion. It's a nice feeling

[glee619]

9J: I know exactly how you feel! and i honestly think we feel that way because in some way our guy's are on the same frequency/vibration as ours...

I think its funny when people say you cant attract your ex because of free will. But after all my break ups with other guys im usually sad for a few days but never did i think about getting back with them or wanting them back again. and i never tried because i never was attracted back to them probably because that guy had moved on with his life and didnt want me either. I end up returning everything of his & vice versa.
However, with Him its different because I do want him back and I feel though that our connection is still there. In addition, he still has a few valuable items of mine and the lease is still in both our names and all the utility bill and cable bill is still under my name. wouldnt you want to break all ties with someone you broke up with? it just shows me that hes holding on in his own way, and that he's still somehow attracting me back.
hahaha so in short i was trying to give an example that everyone who wants to attract their ex can because in some way the ex is thinking/attracting it in some way....

[Autumn]

Tee hee hee, last night's dream was even more curious . I happened to dream about an actor who I think is insanely handsome (and happily married). I have such a huge crush on this guy. Funnily enough, even though he appeared in a romantic capacity, he kept his distance. Then came a random bit about mismatched shoes and a very rude cobbler. I just thought it funky that my dreams should focus so much on romance and issues of the heart. But it's not really surprising, given the current focus of my intentions, signs and manifestations.

I agree with you Glee. Why else would he keep up a link or communication, however tenuous? I do think he's holding on in his own way, and it's a happy thought. I remember reading about energy hooks and other stuff that leaves you connected once you've been with someone. I think in the books Heart code and Soulmate secret. Even your brain remembers the neural pathways associated with being in love with that person. That means in some way, our vibrations are matching, possibly not in a way we understand. But it's happening nevertheless.

[Autumn]

Hmm. So we've had a little tiff and currently he's not talking to me. Have been meditating as usual every night.

I had a weird dream last night about us. Somehow, we were back in school, with all the people we'd studied with - all of us grown up. We were sitting in class and choosing places, with the teacher giving us instructions and all. We walked through the corridors, people and even the teaching staff, were teasing us and giving us winks and knowing smiles as we walked past. At one point in the dream, he was really angry at me and was talking to me with an intense expression of pain, anger and hurt - but he also added, "When I marry you..."
No idea what that was all about. But I kept waking up every now and then and when I went back to sleep, the dream would pick up exactly from where it left off. Don't know what to make of it, but last night I was thinking of how it would be if I shifted realities by the time I woke up in the morning and I was in one where he was open, affectionate, demonstrative and willing. I feel different this morning, not specifically that the world around me is much different, but that I'm perceiving it in another way. Just feel good. Though we still aren't talking yet, it doesn't feel like a huge hurdle in the grand scheme of what's in store for us

[Detached&Allowing]

It sounds to me like you are being shown tgat everything is going to be okay.  You are going to have your Happily Ever After!   

Much love and the very best of LOA to you!

[Autumn]

Aw, thanks Sheri. I truly believe we all will have our happily-ever-after

Much love to you too xx