"Inspired Actions", What are you experiances and was this it?

[MermaidWife]

Hello~ I've read on these forms a couple of times about, "inspired actions." How the universe let's you know what to do to help your manifestation; an intuition that guides you.

Well I'm not sure if what I've done was "inspired action" or not but i would really like to hear your thoughts and stories on this.

Here is mine. The other day I had been receiving constant but indirect signs from the universe. (by indirect i mean signs that are related to that person but not like, his name, or face, or memory token, so like the state where he lives, games he has played/liked, etc/. )

And then I had a dream of him, where he texted me, asking me for help for a Halloween project his dad had asked him to do. This situation is much like something that would happen. The day following this dream, I heard his name twice! ...but my curiosity had finally gotten to me and I fell into my old habits and cyber stalked him. But it was different from before, it was not guided with fear of "what is he up to without me", but more like, "I want to see his face."  I don't know if this was inspired action, i think it was partly out of fear though I didn't feel as fearful as i used to and it worries me a bit.

The next "inspired action" was me texting him that night/last night. Last night, I felt like writing poetry, (that's something we used to do together while we were dating) I haven't felt that way in a while and although i know that he has blocked my number, I sent him it anyways. It wasn't specifically for him, but it was 2 am in the morning, and that is the time that we usually do that. Had it been earlier in the night that piece of poetry would go elsewhere.

I wasn't expecting him to respond or even get it. (And he didn't btw -get it or respond i mean-but i'm not worry about that at all) However, i am worried of the intentions behind this actions, was inspired or guided with fear and longing? I'm not truly sure but it makes me wonder if i just took 3 steps forward, and then 2 steps back. -____-;

So what do you think? Is this "inspired action" (though i have not seen the results yet)? What are your experiences with "inspired action"?
Your opinions, thoughts, and experiences are greatly appreciated~!

Peace & Love
-Mermaid Wife