Living Your Purpose

[crimson]

I want to try to take all the things I've been talking about, and condense it.

The first thing I stated in my original thread about Cultural Rebirth was that I'm an Indigo. So before I go into any intricacies of what I'm working towards, it's generally about growing up knowing exactly what my purpose is, but spending my life outside of it. I noticed throughout my life alot of people around me as being unsure about what they want to do in their lives or what their place is in this world. And then converse with me presuming I too am going through the same thing.

This includes multiple friends and family who I have known for years behaving completely oblivious to what my entire life revolves around. It also includes abusive people in general. Added with my financial situation, my food addiction, my low levels of health and energy, etc, all of this pretty much sums up what my vibration is attracting.

Here is a quote from the very first post in my original thread:

The problem is that I have done my best to stay the hell away from my fam and all those types of people. Yet it still affects me alot. I don't know why, and so I don't know what to do. The only thing I do know is that it's extremely debilitating. And so I've been suffering from alot of depression which indicates I'm perpetually creating my crippling circumstance of not producing or releasing anything. I end up overeating, not really making any money, and getting nothing accomplished each day.

In regards to the pattern of injustice that has been persistent in my life, it's just another aspect of what I'm attracting that needs to change. Getting bullied. Then me being told I'm the one who is out of line. Me being singled out as the one doing what is uncalled for. Me being the one accused of picking on others. Threads getting closed for no reason, etc. Basically getting attacked, then being told I'm the who is the cause of it, and then getting extremely pissed off about all the injustice and BS. As well as frustrated about this happening to me all the time. Fortunately, it's another day, and another chance to get away from all that ignorance and stupidity that I'm attracting into my life.

I know that I am happiest and vibrating best when I'm consistently performing. Waking up, taking care of myself, practicing, rehearsing, and performing consistently. Living and working in a really nice environment, surrounded by good genuine people, attracting more than enough funding, dedicated to my music career, website for city design, and YouTube channel. Abundance to me is living the purpose I know I was put here for. So what I have been learning is that in order to attract the life I've always wanted, I have to feel that level of happiness and vibration.

While focus and visualization is important, my current efforts are geared more towards just getting into vibration. Trying to learn how to do that each day. I've been at it on and off for a very long time now. Like dedicated to working on my vibration, then falling off, forgetting about it, and being depressed. So I'm on it again, and this time reaching out online for positive support. Not really abandoning my entire life's work, but more like putting it aside while I focus more on just raising my vibrational levels, overcoming food addiction, and working on my fitness. Not worrying too much about my music career, YouTube channel, and all the other stuff. Just raising vibration to attract better health, people, and abundance.

[crimson]

Hey crimson, this is a good thread 

Do you remember that part in the secret where it shows a girl and a guy arguing? And the voice-over says that even if you don't like someone, to focus on the things about them that you DO like - and they will become that to you?

I think that's very true, and it took me a while to get it. It can be tempting to group people into 'good people' and 'bad people', or 'nice people' and 'haters'. But the truth is even the 'good' people have some things we don't like about them, and even the 'bad' people have things we do like. Even if it is something really tiny like, you like their hairstyle, or they are funny or something like that. Whichever group of aspects we focus on, grows. we can make 'bad' people into good and 'good' people into bad, just by what we pay attention to about them.

The part about 'if you focus on what you like about them, they become that to you' is really true. I experienced it with one of my parents who used to be very emotionally manipulative of me when I was younger. However they were only able to continue that behaviour because I focused on it and talked about it all the time. When I started to love and admire the good traits of this person, really deeply, they have since shifted massively in who they are to me and how they treat me. They are now a massively loving and supporting influence in my life and I deeply value them. Conscious, loving application of LOA can do that with anyone and any relationship, if you choose it.

It can be difficult for a while, because it requires you to notice things you don't like, and then very quickly ignore them again. The fun part is you get to pick the qualities you do like of people, and put all your energy and effort into those. Those qualities will grow and magnify after a time, and you will feel better and better being around those people and those qualities. Plus you will be in a good vibration to align with more people whom you feel really good being with.

You're already doing this, by the very fact that you're here. You couldn't have attracted law of attraction knowledge and community into your life unless you'd already raised your vibration some and been ready for the knowledge to come to you. So you know you can do it. The tricky part is to flat out ignore that which doesn't please you about people. Don't think about it...don't talk about it. Talk about and think about what you love instead. Talk about that until your throat hurts from talking and your mouth hurts from smiling  It's such a good practice to get into, only noticing and immediately magnifying things which you do like.

This is a really good place for you to try this if you'd like to - so as kind of a game or experiment, would you like to try it here? The experiment is this: You tell us, in a post of only positive and no negative, things you love about other people and why they feel good to you. But it has to be only positive, no negative at all.

Thanks. Ya Abraham Hicks said: "Anyone who is abusive is dramatically disconnected."

Alot of people who hate themselves or are miserable might want to bring others down or try to be something they are not in order to feel better about themselves. I think in the Secret the part that explained it best was the part with the gay guy. I'm the gay guy. I mean I'm not a gay guy, but that's my situation.

So last night, I was watching an Abraham Hicks video that was supposed to be about raising vibration. It turns out that the video was about some guy talking about getting mistreated by people everywhere he goes. He mentioned being able to raise his vibration alone, but not being able to hold it because of getting drained where others treat him with disapproval. And he was trying to figure out how to break that cycle which is the exact same thing with me. Trying to break that cycle.

Abraham talks about vibration. That he was radiating as sense of self understanding, purpose, knowledge, etc. And she told him that his vibration is a pain to those who want to be there. So she tells him specifically that they unconsciously want to bring him down to their level. Which means that in their minds, they might may feel like their being nice etc etc. But the vibration is what speaks for itself. She mentioned that the reason he's susceptible to it is because he is more focused on that than his inner being.

It's not really about good people or bad people. It's more about vibration and actions. So regardless of people's behaviors/actions towards us or any sort of infuriating injustice we experience, as long as we learn to focus on our inner being, that is where things really start to change. And that is what I really want to learn to improve in my life. Just focusing on vibration, and being in better vibration.

[2thetop]

Well the first thing that im going to say, you may not like.  It is all your fault.  Accept it.  Embrace it.  Enjoy it.  Why?  When you can do all that, you will understand that you can also make things go the other way. 

Ive been where youre at.  It pissed me off to no end when someone told me that.  I dont say it to piss you off.  I dont say it to hurt you in any way.  I say it because you need to accept it.  You also need to start assuming the best in everyone and in every situation.  The way you phrased your response in the chat window made me really wonder if I even wanted to respond.  Figure it was locked for a good reason, and that the admins did not mean you ill will.  While you say you dont care, its obvious by the tone, and the energy that comes across when reading it, that you do and it bugs you.

I also have to ask.  How much of whats going on in your life have you tried to involve your friends and family in?  And when you do involve them is it constant complaining about everything in your life?  Nobody wants to be around someone like that. 

Now, I would highly suggest that you do not stop putting time into what you love.  Keep up with the music and everything else that was bringing you happiness.  The stopping of that slightly threw me off.  But often when you have been down and out and used to being depressed you continue to do what will make you unhappy. 

It sounds like you need to find a way to "stand tall."  I was a white boy in the ghetto growing up.  Once I learned to be able to hold my head up and know that I am not someone to be messed with, people left me alone.  It all came from a simple change in thought.  You say you over eat.  So what are you doing about that?  If you limit your eatting you will feel so much better about yourself.  Just by doing simple things at first.  Stopping yourself as you go to grab a snack.  Instead of sitting down to snack and watch tv, go for a walk around the block.  Dont make excuses for yourself to be unhappy. <----That right there is important to understand.  Often times people, including myself, make excuses for whatever it is that they can beat themselves up about. 

Doing things to actively change what you do not like about yourself will actively bring about change in everything around you.  Notice I said yourself and not others.  The problems you see with others, are actually problems that you have with yourself.  It can be at a conscious or sub conscious level. 

I hope non of that offended you and that something in there was helpful.  I am a lil tired and warn out right now so who knows. lol.  I will double check it later and maybe have something better to throw your way.  I would suggest above all understand that you can change it by accepting your role in it all. 

[schenderson22]

Crimson~ I have a feeling 2thetop's comment is going to initially upset you.  Before you "react" take a moment and understand that we are not here to attack you.  Part of learning how to "consciously manifest" is taking ownership in what we attract.  It is tough to hear at first.  However, once we learn to accept it, we know we have the power to change it. 

I have noticed that you keep identifying yourself as an Indigo.  I don't even know what that is but it seems to be a big deal for you.  Why is that?  As you know, from my first response to your post and checking in on you, I care and truly want to help.  However, before we can move forward it is imperative that we take responsibility for the good and bad that have come into our lives.

Lots of love and best of LOA to you!

[crimson]

Thanks for responses.

Being Indigo is a big part of my life, and my purpose. It's pretty much why I do what I do, and have the level of understanding that I have. And that's why I'm working on LOA to improve myself so that I can be more effective in my life, and in my purpose.

Part of being Indigo is being exceptionally good at reading people's intentions. Like you don't have to put up a clause telling me not to get upset. I will know if somebody is being genuine or I'll know if somebody's intentions are not genuine.

One thing you mentioned was assuming good in everyone. I don't exactly make assumptions or prejudge. I approach everything with as much objectivity as possible, and make no assumptions/presumptions. I will see in time if not immediately what the situation for what it really is. So what might seem bad at face value might not be. What might seem nice and innocent at face value might actually be insidious and malicious. Determining the situation on a deeper more vibrational level beyond what others might see at face value is not a problem for me. If you say what you have to say, and are being honest about it, I'll know.

The situation regarding the thread being closed is not saying I don't care about it being closed. It's that I don't care what the excuse is. Again, it's part of why I try to make it clear in advance that I'm an Indigo. I can see things very clearly from a large vantage point. I know and can tell in situations what's right or not right. What should and shouldn't be. Suspending all bias. How things can work fairly, and efficiently for everyone's happiness.

I don't see how it's possible to try to fool yourself into thinking something is what it isn't. Like I don't see how it's possible or even practical for me to pretend that something happened for good reason when I know for a fact that is not the case.

So while there may not be any sane logical reason for alot of things that happen, I know it's just something about my vibration that manifests various forms of bs and injustice. Which is why I want to better my vibration so this cycle of various negative aspects of my life can exit, and various positive aspects can enter.

As for being somebody who knows myself very well, and being highly adept at apprehending deeper levels of insight in various situations. It might not make people in lower vibrations too happy. And if I'm in a lower vibration, I will be extra prone to falling prey to anybody trying to bring me down to their level. Because it's a vibrational match between predator and prey. The outcome of which is a whole mess of a situation in which I'm attracting non-stop ignorant abusive people, and being upset that it keeps happening over and over. I believe that if I can work on my vibration each day, and get better at law of attraction, I will no longer have the sort of vibration that such predators would be compelled to prey on.

So in your explanation that you've been where I'm at when it comes to getting upset when somebody tells you it's your fault. I never get upset if people are being genuine, and taking time to think about what they're saying when discussing things with me. Your responses seem to be to be written with extra care. And when discussing anything with an Indigo, that is an extremely good thing. I am happy that I'm attracting people who are able to put thought into their responses. And hope to see more thoughtful people. And perhaps even more awareness/understanding of Indigos and how to relate. Either way, the real important thing is not trying to change others, but work on my defects. Being able to properly interpret and understand people and situations is something that has been helpful for me.

Like some of the things you're asking is for me to skew my perception, and I'm not sure if it's even possible to do so. Or if it's such a necessary thing to do considering being clear about everything and understanding things for what they are is very important.

So on the subject of something being someones fault. I'm not really sure what you mean by that. I'm not sure what reason there is to place blame on myself for my circumstance. I mean I agree that even if you do something by accident, in a sense it's your fault. Like if I spill a glass of milk. Sure it was a mistake/accident. Sure in a sense it's my fault. But I'm not sure of the importance in seeking some sort of blame in myself for accidents/mistakes made.

As for the question of involving friends and family. Communicating with them about anything that really means anything important is not just frustration beyond description. Some of my friends, and mainly my family are a giant pack of invalidators. First of all, they only talk about meaningless nonsense. Like friends who want to talk about some movie. OK no problem. Anything personal is completely out their scope of capability. Especially when it comes to family who will take anything you say as an opportunity to rip you to shreds. I'm not sure if anybody has heard of the crabs in a trap. That is exactly what my nightmare of a family is.

I have no problem talking to them or anybody about their lives, what their doing, and personal stuff. When it comes to discussing me and my life, it's just walking into a pit of sharks.

As for complaints, I have met people with psychological problems who will discuss a problem or situation that happened to them in the past. And after the problem has been discussed profusely, they will continue to bring it up over and over as if it's the first time they're telling me about it. That is the level of something I wouldn't want to be around.

However, I don't believe in any disrespectful attitude towards people who complain about something that might be troubling them. Like if somebody is complaining about something relevant, there is usually a valid reason for them. So I'm not the type of person to ever call somebody a whiner or any sort of such names. If people feel victimized, it does no good to me, them, or anybody to kick them while they're down. Are there assholes in my family? Yes. Very many.

As for me, I tend to be more solution focused. I can assess whatever there is, and will start attempting to discuss solutions. Usually, that results in being treated like I'm speaking alien to people who have no concept of discussing solutions.

I didn't mean that I'm stopping doing what I love. That's not a choice. I don't perform at all. I don't really do what I love because most of my time and energy is devoted to surviving and dealing with personal problems. So what I was saying was more in the line of stop trying to focus on my career and getting into performing consistently as it's getting me nowhere. Focus more on my vibration and health. That way my career and performing consistently will come more effortlessly. Because vibration is more important than action.

I'll get into the various things I'm trying to work on each day to improve my health and my vibration. Such as trying to eat better, meditate more, exercise, etc. Fortunately, I'm in a situation to be able to do these things at least to somewhat decent extent. Preferably would like to be in a situation where I can really do alot more.

The idea of taking responsibility tends to be thrown around alot, yet is very vague and general. I'm pretty sure the only person responsible for anybody's vibration is that person. But what is the point you're getting at? Yes I am here. Yes I have taken lots of responsibility for what I'm attracting. Yes I am taking responsibility in learning more about what I can to work towards a better life for myself. I'm not sure what you mean without anything specific to be characterized as responsible.

[lashark]

What is "being indigo"?
As for attracting as you put it "bs and injustice", one thing that will definately help is by no longer talking about it. Tell a different story. If it's a subject that really gets to you and is not so easy to find better feeling thoughts upon then just shift your focus to other things, things you appreciate. Allow that to be your dominant vibration and that is what shall come into your experience.

Im not going to be effected by your decision to shift your point of attraction but if you would like to know how to change it here are some things that have helped me before.

Stop justifying, stop complaining, do more things that feel good, meditate, write down and talk about things you love as often as possible, think about things that make you feel happy, stop talking about how and why things have not gone your way and how people are not how you would like them to be, stop wondering what youre doing wrong, trust yourself and the universe, laugh more, eat things that taste good and just RELAX. And definately check out some AHicks videos on YT. they are fantastic. welcome to the forum and have a nice day.

[schenderson22]

I don't see how it's possible to try to fool yourself into thinking something is what it isn't. Like I don't see how it's possible or even practical for me to pretend that something happened for good reason when I know for a fact that is not the case.

  I understand what you are saying and don't feel that is what anyone is asking you to do.  Law of Attraction is a matter of cause and effect.  The energy you put out is the energy you get back.  Basic LOA principle is "like" attracts "like". 

I noticed you keep using phrasing such as "Because it's a vibrational match between predator and prey. " and "friends, and mainly my family are a giant pack of invalidators"... I am feeling like something happened to you growing up.  You may not feel comfortable sharing in this public post but you can always shoot me a personal message.

So on the subject of something being someones fault. I'm not really sure what you mean by that. I'm not sure what reason there is to place blame on myself for my circumstance. I mean I agree that even if you do something by accident, in a sense it's your fault. Like if I spill a glass of milk. Sure it was a mistake/accident. Sure in a sense it's my fault. But I'm not sure of the importance in seeking some sort of blame in myself for accidents/mistakes made.

   I feel like something got lost in translation here.  I am not saying to place blame.  I am saying that basic LOA states that "like" attracts "like" and sometimes to get us to where we want to go "bad" things have to happen.  I will give you an example, when I first moved in with my bf he wasn't in a good place.  He had a short temper, yelled a lot and overall wasn't very nice to his kids.  He didn't hit them or me but was overall mean and unhappy.  I started to consciously manifest a change within him, our relationship and the relationship with his kids.  Then out of the blue Child and Protective services were called.  There was no reason for them to be called.  Turns out it was his ex's parents who called b/c they didn't like him but it took time to learn that.  In the meantime, it was tragic and tough.  However, he started to relax and enjoy his time with his kids versus being so stressed out and angry.  The "event" was not pleasant but it got us to where I wanted us to go.  Make sense?

I have no problem talking to them or anybody about their lives, what their doing, and personal stuff. When it comes to discussing me and my life, it's just walking into a pit of sharks

  This goes back to LOA basics of "like" attracts "like". Do you think if you forgave them in your heart, accepted them for who they are and didn't anticipate this response every time you talked to them about you and your dreams, it would change?  The basics of the Law of Attraction says it would.

If people feel victimized, it does no good to me, them, or anybody to kick them while they're down. Are there assholes in my family? Yes. Very many.

  Once again you use the words victimized or kicking them down.  I feel like something happened to you growing up.  We have all found once you release the past events and emotions you are free to continue your path.  However, as long as you hold onto it, you will struggle.  Are you familiar with EFT?  It helps with this process.  See the video link. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sLaPUppAxo&list=WLF6669FD7E88CD9CD&index=1&feature=plpp_video

I usually start with "even though I have a fear of.... I completely love forgive and accept myself"

Because vibration is more important than action.

  Very true!

The idea of taking responsibility tends to be thrown around alot, yet is very vague and general. I'm pretty sure the only person responsible for anybody's vibration is that person. But what is the point you're getting at? Yes I am here. Yes I have taken lots of responsibility for what I'm attracting. Yes I am taking responsibility in learning more about what I can to work towards a better life for myself. I'm not sure what you mean without anything specific to be characterized as responsible.

  What I mean is taking responsibility for your vibration.  Going back to what you put out, you get back.  If indeed something happened while you were young, holding onto it puts in you in a much lower vibration than someone who didn't have something happen to them while they were young. 

I can only speak for myself but it appears that you say things you want to believe but have yet to be shown how it really works.  Your words appear cold and defensive.  Being an Indigo is important to you but the question is why?  It's kind of like saying "I'm a Jew, black, Indian, etc"  It appears that you are holding tightly to the identity versus recognizing the wonderful spiritual being that you are.  Does that make sense?

Lots of love and Best of LOA to you! 

[2thetop]

well i read through part of the response...........good luck all and i wish you the best crimson.  i dont have the time to try and force someone to believe in anything. 

just a note, the o so rightness and unbias so call intuition you have, is from your perspective.  please dont forget that. 

once again good luck.  i think this is my last visit to these forums.  i have grown very tired of trying to help people that dont want anything more then to have someone tell them they are right for the way they think when they are wanting help with the way they think.  its pointless.  its been fun and informative.

o and putting labels on what you are such as indigo.....well that right there is keeping you subconsciously and consciously seperated from others.  and by continuing to focus on it you are in fact telling yourself how you should act and wont ever change till you get over it. 

hope everyone finds what theyre looking for.

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

Another SENIOR member bites the dust!! 

[xcfastdude14]

Nooooooooo don't leave 2thetop! I appreciate your advice! 

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

Crimson,

Read this, it might help you.

http://www.powerlawofattraction.com/forum/law-of-attraction-quantum-physics-7/who-decides-whether-you-will-be-happy-or-unhappy/

And if you are interested in the e-book (it's free) pm me and I will send it to you.  It's an awesome book and it will help raise your vibration immensely. 

[crimson]

well i read through part of the response...........good luck all and i wish you the best crimson.  i dont have the time to try and force someone to believe in anything. 

just a note, the o so rightness and unbias so call intuition you have, is from your perspective.  please dont forget that.  once again good luck.  i think this is my last visit to these forums.  i have grown very tired of trying to help people that dont want anything more then to have someone tell them they are right for the way they think when they are wanting help with the way they think.  its pointless.  its been fun and informative.

o and putting labels on what you are such as indigo.....well that right there is keeping you subconsciously and consciously seperated from others.  and by continuing to focus on it you are in fact telling yourself how you should act and 
wont ever change till you get over it. 

hope everyone finds what theyre looking for.

I don’t see the big deal. Nobody told you to force anybody to believe anything. This isn’t even a debate. There’s no reason to throw a tantrum just because you feel like people don’t believe what you say.

There’s a huge difference between effective communication and manipulative communication. Those who want to helpful have no problem discussing things back and forth constructively. Those with manipulative intentions enter discussions for the purpose of convincing others of something. And throw a tantrum when the person they’re trying to convince isn’t buying it.

This is by far not the first time somebody:
1. Claimed to be helpful, and started discussing things with pretty blatant manipulative intentions.
2. Received a response from me addressing what they were trying to impose.
3. Threw a tantrum because I refused to buy into it.


From your initial post, I wasn’t completely sure you thoroughly read and understood what I was saying from the start. Or if you just read part of it or skimmed through it. Like I want to iterate my interpretation of some of the things you were attempting to express.
-My ability to assess people and situations correctly might not be as effective as I think it is.

-It’s a bad idea to consider myself an Indigo.

-My situation is all my fault.

Are these some of the things you’re trying to force me to accept and believe for my own benefit? If you are interested in helping, then constructive communication is more effective than manipulative communication. First step is to understand what somebody is talking about. Then provide feedback accordingly with reasonable explanations. Then receive a response to your feedback with reasonable explanations. I don’t think it’s very difficult. Discussing ideas constructively is the basis of effective communication. Trying to convince or force your beliefs on somebody regardless of whether they are correct or incorrect is manipulative communication.

All the tanturm, tantrum, tantrum, I'm leaving, nobody wants to agree with me, tantrum, tantrum, etc is something I experience from people all around all the time. They want to force me into accepting something that doesn’t add up, and get upset when I don’t buy it. There is no reason for me to take any of that seriously. I prefer to discuss things with those who are interested in effective communication. Listening to what I have to say, and responding constructively with clear reasonable feedback.

What is "being indigo"?
As for attracting as you put it "bs and injustice", one thing that will definately help is by no longer talking about it. Tell a different story. If it's a subject that really gets to you and is not so easy to find better feeling thoughts upon then just shift your focus to other things, things you appreciate. Allow that to be your dominant vibration and that is what shall come into your experience.

Im not going to be effected by your decision to shift your point of attraction but if you would like to know how to change it here are some things that have helped me before.

Stop justifying, stop complaining, do more things that feel good, meditate, write down and talk about things you love as often as possible, think about things that make you feel happy, stop talking about how and why things have not gone your way and how people are not how you would like them to be, stop wondering what youre doing wrong, trust yourself and the universe, laugh more, eat things that taste good and just RELAX. And definately check out some AHicks videos on YT. they are fantastic. welcome to the forum and have a nice day.

Thank you. I have studied law of attraction for a pretty long time. And have my ups and downs when working on all of the things you're saying. Sometimes I do just want to stop putting attention to things that I’m lacking, not talk about it, etc. I guess I've just never been an expert in finding creative ways to uplift myself.

I'll explain Indigo for you, and also give a little background on myself in that respect. Indigo in a nutshell is basically a living blueprint for world peace. More specifically a natural sense of internal source understanding.

So imagine living hundreds of years ago, and trying to communicate with people. Or even just some decades ago. You might say something like slavery is unacceptable. And they might tell you you're crazy. Or even worse beat you silly. And perhaps execute you or something. The question is how would you be able to live happy in an environment where mainstream society hasn't caught up with your level of understanding? So that you can exist happily, and make the changes you were created for.

It's not about being from the future or even any having something that nobody else can have. It's just about a strong source perspective that gives you a lot of intuition into things. So a non-Indigo might tell you that somebody else told them what they were. Or link you to some Wikipedia article as their idea of proving what they’re saying. Well an actual Indigo will only source himself. I am the source of the things I understand and say.

The term "Indigo" is just something that was coined by somebody studying it as some kind of phenomenon. So before I even knew there was a term for it, and before I even knew it was even a phenomenon, I knew that there was a very specific perspective difference that I was capable of, and others around me weren't very attune to. Not that nobody has it. It's just that Indigos somehow have that sort of muscle or predisposition. Just like singing. Some people will try to tell you that singing is something you're born with. However, it's a combination of listening and vocal development that might come easier for some than for others.

So this sort of source perspective that comes very natural for me opens me up to being adept to a huge array of understanding. So I called it being a "next level" person or something like that because that is how I felt in relation to everybody around me. Like even alot of scientists aren't as sane and rational as they think they are. It wasn't until around 6 years ago, that I found out that somebody was studying this, and they had terminology for it for common usage. It was referred to as Indigo because of the aura. And guidelines were created to let people know how to understand, communicate, and interact with us. Which happens to actually be a good way to communicate with anybody. Their contributions to spreading awareness about Indigos alone is extremely helpful. But it's not something that Indigos should expect people to understand. It's better for us to learn how to live and interact without relying on others to learn about us.

There is this huge misunderstanding that Indigos are like little miniature prophets or Buddhas that are uplifting and getting along with everybody with all these spiritual connotations. That is so not the case. Alot of Indigos are more likely to be the rebels or black sheeps in pretty much every setting. They glitch with any system that isn't operating according to the standards of their source understanding. And so it can lead to alot of problems socially, and therefore physically/emotionally/vibrationally. It's when we get ourselves together internally, and functioning effectively that we introduce humankind to huge exciting leaps that I cannot even begin to explain to you in a simple post message.

As such, Indigos will constantly drive manipulative types completely insane. We have a very highly developed level of insight that allows us to see right through BS. Thus, somebody attempting to convince somebody of my level of aptitude in descernment and understanding to put more trust in somebody else's perspective is like telling Michael Jordan that a parapalegic should take his place on the team if they want to win. As silly as it sounds, it's not just Indigos. It's not really a good idea in any situation to expect others to just put their trust in somebody else's perspective without any sort of reasoning behind it. It's not even a direction that is conducive for any sort of reasonable discussion that is meant to be constructive. It's more constructive to just say what you have to say, not attack anybody, and be able to reason back and forth without expecting anybody in any discussion to just take anybody's word for anything with no interest in the open communication and understanding.

So it's not like I'm Indigo therefore you have to listen and agree with everything I say. I have no trouble whatsoever with saying something, and doing the best I can to provide clear reasoning and explanations so that others can understand what I'm attempting to getting across. Which is why I tend to talk about constructive communication alot. It's just not something most people are experts at. Manipulative communication is by far the standard cultural predisposition of today's society. So various deficiencies in various people's ability to communicate is something I have to learn to adjust to in order to try to eke out whatever benefit I can from many interactions. But really, anybody can come across varying levels of communication from being completely great and meaningful to completely rude and manipulative.

One thing I’ve been trying to figure is people realizing that they were incorrect about something, but unwilling to acknowledge their realization with appreciation. Like if I realize I was incorrect about something, the first thing I do is show appreciation to whoever helped me get to that understanding. Which seems to be the opposite tendency of seemingly a lot of people.

[schenderson22]

Crimson~ There definitely needs to be some vibrational shift within you.  I feel like your vibration is quite low.  What leads me to this conclusion is I noticed that you are always responding to what you feel to be negative.  I took time to give you thoughtful and loving advice yet you don't take time to comment.  This is completely okay as I am not offended at all.  It is truly just an observation.  I bring this to your attention b/c you came here to receive guidance and get where you want to go.

You may want to consider listening to the following each night before bed with headphones.  It may help you. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7dEkWvqrlA&list=FLnBDT1ODm-LCip0Iym6RogQ&index=9&feature=plpp_video

Lots of love and the very best of LOA to you!

[crimson]

I don't see how it's possible to try to fool yourself into thinking something is what it isn't. Like I don't see how it's possible or even practical for me to pretend that something happened for good reason when I know for a fact that is not the case.

  I understand what you are saying and don't feel that is what anyone is asking you to do.  Law of Attraction is a matter of cause and effect.  The energy you put out is the energy you get back.  Basic LOA principle is "like" attracts "like". 

I noticed you keep using phrasing such as "Because it's a vibrational match between predator and prey. " and "friends, and mainly my family are a giant pack of invalidators"... I am feeling like something happened to you growing up.

Lots of love and Best of LOA to you! 

Thank you!! There's alot of stuff to go through here. I've sought help in psychotherapy which resulted by far, in more extreme frustration than actual therapeutic relief. The reason I felt I needed therapy was because I felt there were things in my past that were affecting me and holding me back subconsciously from truly living a happy functioning life. And I couldn't really figure out what it was much less how to overcome it. Which is why I sought professional help. Which then, turned out to be complete unprofessional nightmare of living insanity. As such, I decided to just avoid it because every attempt I made to get help from people in that field only resulted in making things worse for me.

After going through tons of different methods for self help and studies, I still haven't been able to bring myself into any sort of real tangible change in my life experience. Like just being stuck in the exact same place all my life like a broken record. So in that sense, I'm very much a work in progress.

I feel like something got lost in translation here.  I am not saying to place blame.  I am saying that basic LOA states that "like" attracts "like" and sometimes to get us to where we want to go "bad" things have to happen.  I will give you an example, when I first moved in with my bf he wasn't in a good place.  He had a short temper, yelled a lot and overall wasn't very nice to his kids.  He didn't hit them or me but was overall mean and unhappy.  I started to consciously manifest a change within him, our relationship and the relationship with his kids.  Then out of the blue Child and Protective services were called.  There was no reason for them to be called.  Turns out it was his ex's parents who called b/c they didn't like him but it took time to learn that.  In the meantime, it was tragic and tough.  However, he started to relax and enjoy his time with his kids versus being so stressed out and angry.  The "event" was not pleasant but it got us to where I wanted us to go.  Make sense?

I think I was addressing a vague and sort of double-speak cultural meme circulating all around of taking responsibility, don't be a victim, stop pointing fingers, etc, etc. As if it actually means anything or does anybody any good. So if you walk outside, and some random person shoots you in the head, somebody might tell you that it's all your fault. OK all great and wonderful. So perhaps in some sort of vibrational existential sense, it's all your fault. And perhaps some communist will want to kick you while you're down, and tell you to stop being a victim. Yet all the while, it's every bit as valid to say that somebody shot you, and you are a victim. It's just something so absurdly baffling how things that really have no meaning or relevance to anything could be such a predominant social point of focus. In other words, who really cares? What about just solutions? Perhaps practical. Perhaps vibrational. Like it’s fine to proceed to determine somebody's causes or actions that lead to whatever result? And that data that might be helpful in creating adjustments and solutions? All without the added embellishments of social double-speak memes.

I'm not saying that you were delving into equivocal matters of blame and victimization. My goal is to just try to get clarity on root specifics of what people are intending to communicate beyond all the vague undefinable cultural generalizations. I understand you're saying that events might occur in order to get us where we need to go whether or not we perceive these events as good or bad. I just want to get past whatever it is I've been through, and be more active and effective in moving forward positively.

This goes back to LOA basics of "like" attracts "like". Do you think if you forgave them in your heart, accepted them for who they are and didn't anticipate this response every time you talked to them about you and your dreams, it would change?  The basics of the Law of Attraction says it would.

Speaking of getting lost in translation, I think I need to reiterate what I've been describing from the beginning regarding methods of communication and understanding. Obviously if we want to communicate with people effectively, we don't want to presume how they will react. OK no problem.

With that aside, if somebody hits you, it might not be the best idea to have any sort of relations with them ever again. So these people have a long history of unrestrained ignorance and severely abusive communication. Even after repeated attempts to get along with them. Probably the best way to describe them is just a giant cloud of evil toxic negativity waiting for the slightest opportunity to rip me to pieces. Some people cannot stand or feed hatred towards individuals who might have something they don’t or be something they won’t. And will therefore do anything to hurt and destroy them. Like how they did Michael Jackson. The idea though is, unlike Michael Jackson, to not let it phase me. I would much rather just focus on getting into alignment, and communicating with people who too want to do positive things for their lives and others.

My intention is anything but going out of my way to upset people. I know, and have no problem discussing my weaknesses and deficiencies. But that doesn't mean I'm going to hold back on describing my strengths and positive aspects just because somebody might start attacking me in attempts to bring me down to their level. I much prefer to discuss all aspects of what I understand about myself. That way, people who are interested can get a more thorough well rounded picture of the framework of my intricacies in relation to what I'm experiencing in my life. Some people might want to find that as a reason to get upset at me. At the same time, I have no reason to adjust what I am for the sake of their satisfaction.

Once again you use the words victimized or kicking them down.  I feel like something happened to you growing up.  We have all found once you release the past events and emotions you are free to continue your path.  However, as long as you hold onto it, you will struggle.  Are you familiar with EFT?  It helps with this process.  See the video link.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0sLaPUppAxo&list=WLF6669FD7E88CD9CD&index=1&feature=plpp_video I usually start with "even though I have a fear of.... I completely love forgive and accept myself"

Yes alot of things happened to me growing up. I don't feel I've been unclear about expressing the amount of difficulties I've gone through in the past and present. As well as indicating, whether anybody wants to acknowledge it or not, how much of it has to do with being an Indigo who operates very significantly different from those around me. Not that vibration isn’t the underlying factor in anything. Meaning that if I was more predisposed to better vibrations, I would derive far more benefits out of being Indigo than horrors.

In relation to solutions in this respect, I do have decent materials for EFT. I've just had a hard time getting into it. It's very much an action solution that might be very effective for me. Or not. I really don't know. So while it could be very much worth getting into, I'm not sure if and when I’ll be ready for it.

I can only speak for myself but it appears that you say things you want to believe but have yet to be shown how it really works.  Your words appear cold and defensive.  Being an Indigo is important to you but the question is why?  It's kind of like saying "I'm a Jew, black, Indian, etc"  It appears that you are holding tightly to the identity versus recognizing the wonderful spiritual being that you are.  Does that make sense?

No. Is Tiger Woods holding onto golf? Is it necessary for there to be a choice between playing golf and recognizing yourself as a spiritual being? Of course it doesn’t make sense.

You’re correct in that being Indigo is an important part of my life. However, there’s nothing defensive about talking about it or providing data such as correcting misconceptions. It's just a description of what's there. Facts and figures that have nothing to do with holding onto anything or being defensive about anything. "Defensiveness" isn't exactly an aspect of clear effective communication, and not something I'm privy to.

In your example of colors, if I was a black slave on a plantation in times when slavery was predominant, it might be useful information to mention my color. Especially if I feel that it's something that doesn't play an insignificant part in what I'm going through. It's a very significant aspect of my life and my situation. The same goes with being Jewish in times of Nazi persecution. One thing that is important is not leaving out significant 'important' information about something that is pretty much the central focal point of my life.

Another thing is that it’s something alot of people don't know much about. It's not as if I'm going out of my way to emphasize Indigo just for the sake of randomly talking about it. Not that it isn't something important worth mentioning. Part of it is just that it's something that I'm being asked about. Like I didn't even go that deep into it in my original post. It wasn't until your previous post in which you brought it up that I started talking more about it in order to address something you were asking about.

So I'll try to make it clear. Being Indigo is a big part of my life just as much as playing golf might be a big part of Tiger Woods's life. And considering the title of this thread is about living my purpose, there's absolutely no reason for something that is my purpose to not be a major focal point of discussion. So yes my health, financial situation, career, etc, is important to me, but all of it revolves around my overall central purpose. Your question about why it’s so important only leads me to ask, why wouldn’t something I was created, and put here for not be important? And what else would be more important than whatever it is you consider your overall purpose in life to be?

What I mean is taking responsibility for your vibration.  Going back to what you put out, you get back.  If indeed something happened while you were young, holding onto it puts in you in a much lower vibration than someone who didn't have something happen to them while they were young.

Yes a lot of things I went through when I was young have affected my life, and continue to affect my current circumstance. Added with the many bad things I’ve gone through since then and things I’m going through currently, altogether have a pretty bad effect on my vibration. I really haven’t been able to figure out the specifics of what parts of various past experiences affect my current circumstance, and how. Much less how to get rid of it. I just don’t know.

Like psychology really has no research on cases remotely similar to mine. I guess, take somebody who can fly, throw them in a cage, and see what happens to them. I guess that would be the best way to describe how I feel in the world society of this era. But I do feel that if I could get myself going in a positive direction, I could very well pull that advanced world of the future into the present. An indescribable level of worldwide cultural rebirth. Which is basically the epitome of what everything in my life is about, and everything that is important to me.

I took time to give you thoughtful and loving advice yet you don't take time to comment.

What? How?

You may want to consider listening to the following each night before bed with headphones.  It may help you. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d7dEkWvqrlA&list=FLnBDT1ODm-LCip0Iym6RogQ&index=9&feature=plpp_video

OK Thanks! I'll check it out.

[schenderson22]

Now I feel like we are getting somewhere.   

It appears you biggest obstacle is letting go of your past.  Forgive those who hurt you and move forward.  Until you let go of your past and forgive (in your heart) every person who has ever hurt you, you will be stuck in this cycle.  I seems as though you want so badly to truly practice the life of an Indigo, you are holding yourself back.  Are you familiar with Subliminal Blaster? You can download it for free at cnet.com You can custom program it.  I would recommend you start by making a list of 10 things you are grateful for.  Include "I am grateful for my ability to let go".  You are very attached to practicing the life of an Indigo which may also be contributing to your frustrations.  Find a way to let go.  Then everything will start to fall into line.

With that aside, if somebody hits you, it might not be the best idea to have any sort of relations with them ever again. So these people have a long history of unrestrained ignorance and severely abusive communication. Even after repeated attempts to get along with them. Probably the best way to describe them is just a giant cloud of evil toxic negativity waiting for the slightest opportunity to rip me to pieces. Some people cannot stand or feed hatred towards individuals who might have something they don’t or be something they won’t. And will therefore do anything to hurt and destroy them. Like how they did Michael Jackson. The idea though is, unlike Michael Jackson, to not let it phase me. I would much rather just focus on getting into alignment, and communicating with people who too want to do positive things for their lives and others.

What if you are stuck in a situation where you cannot leave?  How do you make a conscious effort to change your environment?  LOA states "forgiveness and gratitude".  Forgive those who hurt you in your heart and be grateful for all the good in your life.  Sometimes "communicating verbally" doesn't always work.  We change our vibration and the world around us changes.

Lots of love and the very best of LOA to you!!