Help! Exam failure problem- can I turn this around?

[S]

Hey everyone,

hope you are all well.

I feel awful!
I had a missed call wondering if I've failed my uni English exam, so I rang my uni lecturers and said i have and my lecturer who marked it is trying to get hold of me.

I'd pass if I got 75% or more of the paper correct but they won't tell me what I've got.

if I get 70-74% then I can show my portfolio, but if I get lower than 70% Id have to retake the exam...

this lecturer was talking about how he's holding revision sessions for the people retaking the exam next week.
I hope that was not a hint that I'd got below 70%...

NOW I've sent my lecturer an email:

  "Hello Lesley,

I have had a missed call off a no number today, so I panicked wondering whether it was to do with my exam or not?
If I haven't done very well, I'm really hoping that I still got more than 70 percent as I ran out of time on the exam.
I even went to go back and fill in the bit on guided Reading and teaching strategies but time was up.
I'm feeling a very worried and down now, hope you are well."


Can I turn this around or manifest me getting 70-74% correct so I do not have to retake the exam?
I really don't wanna retake it I'm happy just showing my portfolio...
(I still need to get the portfolio ready yet!)

Please help!!

thank you!

xxxx

[Detached&Allowing]

Come on Sanjeet.  Take a deep breath and stop reacting.  Until you learn to stop being so reactive, you will continue to have challenges is every aspect of your life.  You have been here for a long time and know what you have to do.  You cannot seek reassurance outside of you.  This is an area that wholeheartedly you need to improve.

Lots of love,
Sheri

[angel_star]

Hi, Sheri is correct again. Even I have noticed that you tend to over-analyze things, worry too much, and cling to your desires with a sense of insecurity and fear. You have to relax Sanjeet. You have to let go of worries in every aspect of life. You desire for positive outcomes but you expect only negative ones. You have to stop that. You CAN get EVERYTHING that you can ever desire, I can assure you this. But you have to be a happy person, taking life easily. You CAN turn around the current situation too provided you have faith in yourself and just let go with certainty.

PS. This is not totally related to the topic but it is related to you Sanjeet. Always remember this: YOU are the source of your happiness. YOU are the source of all your wisdom. YOU are the source of all solutions. So please respect that YOU, love that YOU and trust that YOU. Stop looking outside for help everytime because unless YOU are helping yourself, nothing can work for you. The external support and advices are like secondary source. The primary source of support is YOU. Be happy and relax. Just sit back and enjoy the miracle

[S]

Angel Star
thank you so much, that was beautiful!
You have given me such valuable advice, I will keep this as a reminder always!

thank you very much!

love ya!

Xxxx

Sheri
yes, you are right, I am too anxious and I am working on the letting go bit
thank you so much, your always putting me on the right track, I really appreciate it!

love ya

xxxx