Cultural Rebirth

[iloverainbows]

Hi Mariposa and Crimson,

Hope it's Ok to interrupt here, but I can see this thread going off-topic from the original questions...which were around manifesting wealth, the ability to record and produce your music, lose weight...and your juice detox. How is that going, by the way?

The Indigo children is certainly a big topic among us new-ager people at the moment. And there are a lot of conflicting (and overlapping) accounts of what an indigo is - or even if there is such a thing. I'm not going to get into the debate...all I'll say is the consciousness of the human race as a whole is massively changing, shifting and opening up. On all levels. Isn't that great, whatever you term it, and whether some people are indigo, crystal, blue or any other colour? I'm not saying it's not important, just that it's not so relevant to what the discussion was before...and I can see an argument opening...which could stop the orginal healing that may happen here.

Crimson, what you can draw from what you've said, from a LOA perspective - is that you have a passion for seeing good social change, for creating, for performing. Those are all fantastic traits, and you're clearly someone who can change the world, and wants to see the world become more good. You can do that, and you can attract other people to you who wish for great social change and happiness and creativity.

To do these things, it's good to be aware of what your passion is for. Like the way you talk about performing, wow, that's amazing. You sound so happy when you talk about performing and how easy it is for you!

To get closer to what you want though...it's good to see where some of the bad feelings come from. It doesn't help you though to keep focusing on them or talking about them to the extent that you are. Your feelings are important, absolutely. And you may need to work through what's happened to be able to release it. I asked before if you're getting help with your depression and past hurts - working through this with a professional would be healthier than just talking it through here. If you talk it through on various internet forums, you can end up perpetuating it and keeping it alive rather than working through it deeply and releasing it. There's a difference between rehashing and releasing. I feel the second is what you need to start doing, to be able to put in place some new, positive beliefs.

Also, you mentioned being lonely and alone a lot. Making friends online is good, but you need good real life friends too. Do you have people you can trust, who you feel you can build up positive relationships with, outside the online community? I feel that would help you and you would feel more supported and cared about. Which you deserve to feel x

[crimson]

I communicate with the spirit world, I have spirit guides and I am an intuitive empath......I have many other abilities.

None of this makes you Indigo. There's alot of non-indigos with various abilities. What you're specifying doesn't make anybody Indigo.

I think I would know better than you that I am and have always been a true "Indigo" although I hate that term.

Clearly not.

And you never did tell me "who" told you or why you think you are an "indigo?"

Your dependency on this question alone definitely makes you not Indigo.

You think that because you want to "help" people that makes you an "indigo?"

Proof? Where did I say that's what makes me Indigo?

Here is the other thing, most true Indigos are guided through their life, they have a purpose and most know what it is

No kidding. Considering I have spoken about nothing other than having a purpose, and knowing my purpose for being here, you would have to be a complete non-Indigo to interpret that as "I don't know my purpose or have a clue why I'm here."

You seem lost and without guidance.

Fortunately not remotely as much as you. Otherwise, I'd probably shoot myself.

[irishgirl69]

That was uncalled for crimson.

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

Ok, obviously you are taking this the wrong way with the personal attacks.

You still haven't told me who told you, you were one or how you came to think that you are an "indigo" but really at this point Iloverainbows has a point and it is not my intention to veer off the real topic. 

You are obviously very attached to this label to define yourself that is your choice and I have no right to interfere with that.

It isn't my intention to attack you, just help and that label is off putting but maybe just by me.  I apologize.

I have a personal mission to keep my vibration up and this topic is now draining and not serving anyone in a positive way. 

Take care and I hope you find the guidance you are seeking. 

[crimson]

Hi Mariposa and Crimson,

Hope it's Ok to interrupt here, but I can see this thread going off-topic from the original questions...which were around manifesting wealth, the ability to record and produce your music, lose weight...and your juice detox. How is that going, by the way?

The Indigo children is certainly a big topic among us new-ager people at the moment. And there are a lot of conflicting (and overlapping) accounts of what an indigo is - or even if there is such a thing. I'm not going to get into the debate...all I'll say is the consciousness of the human race as a whole is massively changing, shifting and opening up. On all levels. Isn't that great, whatever you term it, and whether some people are indigo, crystal, blue or any other colour? I'm not saying it's not important, just that it's not so relevant to what the discussion was before...and I can see an argument opening...which could stop the orginal healing that may happen here.

Crimson, what you can draw from what you've said, from a LOA perspective - is that you have a passion for seeing good social change, for creating, for performing. Those are all fantastic traits, and you're clearly someone who can change the world, and wants to see the world become more good. You can do that, and you can attract other people to you who wish for great social change and happiness and creativity.

To do these things, it's good to be aware of what your passion is for. Like the way you talk about performing, wow, that's amazing. You sound so happy when you talk about performing and how easy it is for you!

To get closer to what you want though...it's good to see where some of the bad feelings come from. It doesn't help you though to keep focusing on them or talking about them to the extent that you are. Your feelings are important, absolutely. And you may need to work through what's happened to be able to release it. I asked before if you're getting help with your depression and past hurts - working through this with a professional would be healthier than just talking it through here. If you talk it through on various internet forums, you can end up perpetuating it and keeping it alive rather than working through it deeply and releasing it. There's a difference between rehashing and releasing. I feel the second is what you need to start doing, to be able to put in place some new, positive beliefs.

Also, you mentioned being lonely and alone a lot. Making friends online is good, but you need good real life friends too. Do you have people you can trust, who you feel you can build up positive relationships with, outside the online community? I feel that would help you and you would feel more supported and cared about. Which you deserve to feel x

Thank you so much for bringing the topic back from being psychotically derailed by a non-Indigo trying to debate definitions of Indigo, and failing miserably.

This topic is not about debating what an Indigo is. If you want to do that, start another thread. Yes, as described throughout this thread, one of the major things I go through is attracting psychopaths that want to start conflict. Like who really gives a sh*t what label you want to use? The point of this thread is what I'm dealing with in my life. Not to mention, something alot of Indigos go through. Anybody that doesn't like what I'm saying about Indigos can leave, and go discuss their own interpretation of Indigos elsewhere.

So I'll re-post just to get back on topic exactly what I've been going through:
Probably the biggest source of negativity for me each day is having nobody to talk to about my life. My family is an enormous negative influence that I try to stay away from. But even pretty much all of my friends are sources of negative influence. I can't talk to them, and it can be very hard on me. Thankfully, at least I have a bunch of strangers online that I can share my life with. Sometimes it's so hard for me to understand the people around me because I don't treat others the way I'm treated. In fact, it's such a huge thing in front of me, that it's difficult to not focus on it. Therefore, I end up attracting more of it.

I love performing. It's like breathing for me. If I'm not doing it, my life tends to be hell. And because I'm not doing it, I'm trying to work on shifting my feelings to heaven instead of feeling like hell so that I can attract an abundant life of doing what I love most. The thing is that it's not just about the love of doing it. For me, the entertainment industry is a tool. Everything works out so unbelievably perfectly. Because the thing I love doing so much and so effortlessly, is also extremely practical for what I know and understand I was put here for.

I really don't believe it's some coincidence that I'm also extremely good at many things that make me extremely good at designing new and better living environments for humankind. So while performing is all a means. The end has always been independent city state (or more specifically city states). Completely autonomous from any country or government. The entertainment industry is not just a platform for something I love and relish doing with every fiber of my being. It's also a means for raising support financially and socially for creating better social/political designs for world peace. Hence the title of this thread. Cultural Rebirth. It's about a complete cultural paradigm shift in the way cities and social systems are planned and operated.

All of this is what I know I was put here for, and it is also everything I want more than anything. So while I live daily in poverty surrounded by negative influences who I cannot communicate with regarding what my entire life is devoted to, all I want to do is learn how to overcome being upset about it. And thus, be able to attract more financial support, more moral support, and everything I need to do what my entire life is about.


So regarding your statement about seeking professionals, I have spoken to many so-called "professionals", and the results are just worse. Yes I experienced alot in my past, that affect me, but no therapist or shrink I've spoken to have been very helpful. In fact, my experiences with them just add to the array of bad experiences. As for friends in RL, I have alot who I talk to, and have fun with. But there is not a single person I can talk to when it comes to anything I am going through in relation to what my purpose is all about. My entire life and all my problems revolve around what I know I was put here for. However, as described above, trying to talk about it to anybody around me just results in frustration for me. Like anybody can come to me, and talk about what they want for their life. Yet if I even attempt to discuss what myself and my life are about, it's like nobody hears or comprehends. Like I speak alien or something. Ask any of my friends or family what my entire life purpose is and is about, and you will not get a valid response. Ask me to describe what my friends are all about, and I have no problem. This is what it's like for me living in a world full of non-Indigos.

[crimson]

That was uncalled for crimson.

I'm not the one who started with the derailing and personal attacks so don't try to single me out as the one doing something uncalled for. I'm positing real information about what I'm going through. Anybody that would like to contribute something worthwhile can do so. Anybody that would rather talk trash to me than be helpful doesn't need to be here.

[iloverainbows]

Hey crimson, I'm hearing that you'd like to be able to talk more about your vision for the world. I'd like to hear about what you see, could you share more please?

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

I apologize and then I am attacked. 

Well we are all one, collectively and it is my mission to bring us together to help each other and make the world a better place for everyone.   

I am being the bigger person and apologizing for going off subject as I stated before.

I do hope you find the guidance and positivity you are searching for. 

[irishgirl69]

But there is not a single person I can talk to when it comes to anything I am going through in relation to what my purpose is all about. My entire life and all my problems revolve around what I know I was put here for. However, as described above, trying to talk about it to anybody around me just results in frustration for me. Like anybody can come to me, and talk about what they want for their life. Yet if I even attempt to discuss what myself and my life are about, it's like nobody hears or comprehends. Like I speak alien or something. Ask any of my friends or family what my entire life purpose is and is about, and you will not get a valid response. Ask me to describe what my friends are all about, and I have no problem. This is what it's like for me living in a world full of non-Indigos.

Perhaps you may want to look at how you react when people challenge you.  I can only imagine how you react in real life if someone asking you to provide a source for your information sends you on a personal attack rant - and yes, you were the one who went there.  I had never hear the term indigo prior to this thread nor do I give a flip what an indigo is or isn't.  But it is clear that you feel that because you are an indigo, you are better than everyone else and no one understands you.  Guess what.  Simple LOA - that is what you are going to attract.  I don't see anything wrong with Mariposa asking you to provide the source of your definition when it clearly differed from the definition she was able to provide WITH a source.  If you want to consider yourself an indigo and label everyone else non-indigos and think that because of that, they will never understand you, then go for it.  I'm sure you will succeed.  However, if you actually do want to find happiness and peace, then open your mind, stop with the attacks and perhaps you will be enlightened.

[crimson]

Hey crimson, I'm hearing that you'd like to be able to talk more about your vision for the world. I'd like to hear about what you see, could you share more please?

In a sense, but not totally. Maybe it would be nice to just be able to talk to people about my life and discuss things that I'm going through personally without blood sucking nutcases using it as an opportunity to single me out and attack me. How about working on attracting a thread in which the likes of individuals such as Mariposa and irishgirl69 don't exist? Probably not likely. I would like to thank them for embodying examples of abusive types who like to prey on Indigos and others who are easy targets for abusive types because we are expressing out lives. That makes it easy for predators to chime in with their obnoxious negativity because bringing others down is the only way they know how to feel better about their miserable lives.

Let's see. If I request nicely that abusive predators don't post in this thread, will it work? Will it work if I ask them to disappear because I have real issues to discuss, and real issues to work on that don't need the added garbage from abusive energy vamps? Anybody that doesn't have anything worthwhile to say about what this thread is about, and the things I am trying to attract, then all you're doing is derailing. I'm not here to argue with ignorant psychopaths or fake Indigos talking trash. Of course, I know for a fact that nothing I say will get rid of you considering I have, for a long time, been attracting sick-minded abusive individuals who like to prey on others who are expressing themselves, and looking for assistance. And no. The absurd drivel that you spout for the purpose of spreading your negative energy isn't helpful information that is constructive to what is being discussed in this thread regardless how much you would like to delude yourself into thinking you're being helpful. You're non-existence is what would really be helpful. So stop posting here.

I don't mind sharing what I'm doing, and what I'm about with individuals who aren't negative influences such as iloverainbows. Who, unlike nutcases who only want to spread their misery under the guise of claiming to be helpful, is actually one of the people here who is interested in bettering her life and the world, and appreciative of the fact that some can connect with each other in doing so. It's called being real. It's something real Indigos appreciate alot.

So yes, regardless of any of the absurd nonsense from Mariposa and irishgirl69, we can move on to matters that are actually supportive to the matters being discussed. It's nice to know that there are people who are actually interested in providing real feedback that is intended to be helpful instead of intended to be harmful such as the trash talk from those 2. I'm fully aware of LOA's part in the emergence of the harmful types. So by all means, I encourage them to post all the garbage they want because nothing they can say to me will ever be taken seriously anyway. And no matter how logical they may think they are being, it's all sick minded garbage meant to suffocate and debilitate.

In the mean time, those who actually want to post helpful things are also welcome as they are a breath of fresh air. So going back to what was being asked about my vision for the world. It's more like a design technology or method. Something I wouldn't mind discussing more in depth when possible. I think my main concern is what I posted earlier. Getting better at tending to my vibration. Working on myself physically. Attracting the funding. Attracting support from positive people who are real and who are interested in working together to better themselves and the world. Being free any form of negative individuals including psychos who are only interested in attacking others. Getting my life together so I can be in better and better vibrational states that will allow me to perform. So instead of relying on performing to feel positive consistently, just be able to feel positive consistently in order to attract a life of consistent performing, and releasing material. All the while continuing to raise more money, awareness, and support for cultural rebirth and everything necessary to get moving on positive social efforts.

Perhaps you may want to look at how you react when people challenge you.  I can only imagine how you react in real life if someone asking you to provide a source for your information sends you on a personal attack rant - and yes, you were the one who went there.  I had never hear the term indigo prior to this thread nor do I give a flip what an indigo is or isn't.  But it is clear that you feel that because you are an indigo, you are better than everyone else and no one understands you.  Guess what.  Simple LOA - that is what you are going to attract.  I don't see anything wrong with Mariposa asking you to provide the source of your definition when it clearly differed from the definition she was able to provide WITH a source.  If you want to consider yourself an indigo and label everyone else non-indigos and think that because of that, they will never understand you, then go for it.  I'm sure you will succeed.  However, if you actually do want to find happiness and peace, then open your mind, stop with the attacks and perhaps you will be enlightened.

Complete BS. Stop posting in this thread because it's clear your intent is malicious. You entered this thread singling me out for a conflict I didn't start. You're not interested in contributing anything realistic or relevant.

[Mariposa, (KnJ)]

I have reported you crimson. 

It is not necessary after someone apologizes (TWICE) to you to continue to attack and call names.