Hi, I have being using the loa for a long time, but for whatever reason I cannot manifest a specific person. I used subliminals, hypnosis, affirmations, visualisations etc... but I always attract the same type of guys. Either men who are purely wanting sex and I don’t so it puts me off them, men who seem interested in me in the start but end up ghosting me or I have crushes on men who either don’t like me back or don’t admit their feelings for me.
I have never really had a real loving relationship with anyone and end up in abusive relationships.
I did have things in childhood that made me feel like no one would ever love me and I guess that belief has followed me into my adult life, but I cannot seem to change this thought pattern no matter what I do. I’ve also tried chakra/energy healing. I feel so stuck! Everyone seems to treat me badly and i have ended up with narcissists. I was just wondering how to attract men I want instead of loads of creepy guys. I have so much male attention that it’s crazy, but I just want this one person I love. He stopped talking to me and he was the only person in my life I allowed myself to get close to. When we were friends we grew very close, but as soon as I fell for him my insecurities set in and I think it manifested a change in him. He seemed to be in love with me, but now I am not so sure as after an argument and me apologising he won’t talk to me. Nothing seems to work. Any advice would be so greatly appreciate. Thanks.