why it's easier said than done/feel

[malicexmirage]

so recently, [and while at the middle of reading a self-help book 'You can heal your life' w/ very good affirmations/gratifications & exercises inside] with those affirmations i try to speak to myself, I find it so easy for me to do most of it,. just like a mirror exercise where I tell myself "I love you" with sincere eyes, it makes me laugh because I look like lesbian lookin at myself LOL!! haha!,. and also those affirmations, ambitious ones,  i can just blurt out what i want to say so easily,.though at times i feel energized with some of the statements, most of the time i just feel plain/nothing at all..and probably if a person who's very much bothered by a problem they would even cry/feel helpless/or even get angry at what they're about to do.. what i'm trying to say is, am i at a certain stage where I slowly accept things that surround me & me for being me? and while recovering and still overcoming obstacles from this past (the time i broke up w/ my ex) w/c is a part of that dreadful journey i am committed to end within myself? or is it something else that you could describe from this text? how would you make it to get to that kind of feeling where you ultimately feel the very good vibes while saying it? because it seems like I'm in the plain/default state of attracting

[Detached&Allowing]

I don't exactly understand what you are asking.

so recently, [and while at the middle of reading a self-help book 'You can heal your life' w/ very good affirmations/gratifications & exercises inside] with those affirmations i try to speak to myself, I find it so easy for me to do most of it,. just like a mirror exercise where I tell myself "I love you" with sincere eyes, it makes me laugh because I look like lesbian lookin at myself LOL!! haha!,. and also those affirmations, ambitious ones,  i can just blurt out what i want to say so easily,.though at times i feel energized with some of the statements, most of the time i just feel plain/nothing at all..and probably if a person who's very much bothered by a problem they would even cry/feel helpless/or even get angry at what they're about to do.. what i'm trying to say is, am i at a certain stage where I slowly accept things that surround me & me for being me? and while recovering and still overcoming obstacles from this past (the time i broke up w/ my ex) w/c is a part of that dreadful journey i am committed to end within myself? or is it something else that you could describe from this text? how would you make it to get to that kind of feeling where you ultimately feel the very good vibes while saying it? because it seems like I'm in the plain/default state of attracting

[truelove]

I think what you are saying, and please correct me if I'm wrong is that you are saying affirmations, but are not feeling anything while you say them and you want to know how to make it feel good to you. Is that right?

If so, I think the best thing to do is find the affirmations that really speak to you. If you read through a list of affirmations there will be one or two that really stand out to you. I only repeat the ones that almost bring me to tears when I hear them for the first time. That's how I know they are touching my soul.
It's not necessary to repeat every one you read or see, just the ones that feel right to you.
I hope this helps. x

[malicexmirage]

well that's right truelove you've hit my point! thank you truelove! (one reason why i want to be good at explaining things when i can only feel it =P) ,. there was actually the 'hype' before at the start of my healing process, just that now i feel almost nothing.