oky! so after so much of trying and doing things and trying a whole lot of things it came down to that i have to deal with my limitting belifes and i had so much of it building up inside me one after another i did try EFT! once i did it i felt very uncomfortable 
and limitting belifes were taking control of me i was falling into the state of depression again that is when suddnly something hit me!
As one of our PLOA members BELLE told me i went online and searched up for a away to solve out my limiting belifes i read that ad i build my own way!
i wrote down my intenstion, my desire.
and i wrote down what limitting belifes i have bout it and all of it
then wrote down why i have those belifes
then i flipped all of the limiting belifes into positive statements
i wrote down reasons why i want this desire
and i wrote down all my bf's good characteristics that i love him about
then i state all the positive statemnets i wrote as intenstions using very powerful words like I intend to have..........I choose to attract..........Or I now have.......... then at last i flipped all of my remaining limiting belifes into positive statements.
after this excersise i wrote a whole liste of people that i hated or dodnt like or that i didnt appriciate there selfs towards me with saying I FORGIVE YOU FOR......then i turned around all those i forgive you statemnets into I Love you becouse and all those peoples good thoughts they have for me or what i loved about them.
Doing all this really changed me now i find myself lacking limiting belifes or they come and go within few minutes and don't bother me as much! Also i find my mind trying to find new limitting belifes towards my desires.
BUT..what bothers me the most right now is that i have both very high happy feelings and very low Doudts often back and forth back and forth kind of like there Balanced or something. And i find myself easily visulizing and feeling happy that his with me often very strongly
and the third person of my love stroy don't matter to me anymore. i wanna know why i feel like this? and it comes down to that it don't mater to me if my bf talks to me or not! and i find myself forgetting him at times. 
and limitting belifes were taking control of me i was falling into the state of depression again that is when suddnly something hit me! As one of our PLOA members BELLE told me i went online and searched up for a away to solve out my limiting belifes i read that ad i build my own way!
i wrote down my intenstion, my desire.
and i wrote down what limitting belifes i have bout it and all of it
then wrote down why i have those belifes
then i flipped all of the limiting belifes into positive statements
i wrote down reasons why i want this desire
and i wrote down all my bf's good characteristics that i love him about
then i state all the positive statemnets i wrote as intenstions using very powerful words like I intend to have..........I choose to attract..........Or I now have.......... then at last i flipped all of my remaining limiting belifes into positive statements.
after this excersise i wrote a whole liste of people that i hated or dodnt like or that i didnt appriciate there selfs towards me with saying I FORGIVE YOU FOR......then i turned around all those i forgive you statemnets into I Love you becouse and all those peoples good thoughts they have for me or what i loved about them.
Doing all this really changed me now i find myself lacking limiting belifes or they come and go within few minutes and don't bother me as much! Also i find my mind trying to find new limitting belifes towards my desires.
BUT..what bothers me the most right now is that i have both very high happy feelings and very low Doudts often back and forth back and forth kind of like there Balanced or something. And i find myself easily visulizing and feeling happy that his with me often very strongly
and the third person of my love stroy don't matter to me anymore. i wanna know why i feel like this? and it comes down to that it don't mater to me if my bf talks to me or not! and i find myself forgetting him at times. 
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