This isn't working, please tell me what I am doing wrong?

[dj9928]

The day before I was due to go back to work after the holiday I got a call from work telling me I didn't have to go in until late. I thought nothing of it until a colleague who gives me a lift to work phoned, he was full of doom and gloom about being made redundant and I didn't want to listen as negativity loves company as they say, and then the following morning he was still full of negativity and predicted what would happen, I thought felt and imagined the opposite, but alas he was right and we where all made redundant.

Not letting this get me down I used all I had learned and have imagined getting another job, then low and behold our firm reopens, a colleague bought it.  Its funny the way this has worked out, I was visualising getting the phone call to go back, Mr doom and gloom was phoning me daily about how unfair it all was that he was not taken back etc, then the phone calls stopped. Its turned out everyone has been reemployed except me. I phoned to enquire as to why I was not taken back but any time I phone the guy concerned is unavailable.

So if this is what happens when you visualise and believe I wouldn't like to see what happens if I didn't.  Sorry I am in a very negative place right now and could do with some convincing.

[Stefzilla]

You missed the last step. Detach from outcome ( let go ). Sit down and be honest with yourself, is this job you really want to have, if its something that you really desire and feel it then you will have it. I can bet if you start applying to other jobs in your field, and give up on this company. That you will A) get a job you are more happy about B) they will call you to fill a position in this place. I know it kinda sounds stupid as its obvious stuff, but trust me this is key.