Hey everybody, I am new here and I just wanted to say that this looks like an awesome forum to be part of.
Ok so, I'll be waiting for the next 2 months for the results about who is getting this scholarship I applied for... The chances of all candidates are like 25%, but I personally think that I have better odds than that. And I started to practice the LoA like 2 weeks ago, and I try to feel like I have the scholarship every night, and I get really happy before I fall asleep. I am also thanking before I start visualizing. But during the day and the morning, even though I try to be happy, I have my moments and sometimes I am really pissed. I was really depressed a year ago and I never want to go back there again. Also, I am kind of obsessed with this scholarship. I think about it like every hour, sometimes even a few times in an hour and I've read somewhere that it's not good to be obsessed with something. I am pretty good at drawing(on a computer and on a piece of paper) and I will soon(as soon as all the school stuff comes out of my way so I can have more free time) express myself having that scholarship the way I imagine it. But am I doing something wrong? And how can I stay happy all the time without anything distracting me. There are some negative people around me so it's pretty hard to be happy. And when I am upset and I try to be happy, it gets kind of annoying, like something's on my chest, like my conscience is bothering me, and there's no reason for that kind of feeling. Also, while wishing for that scholarship, could I try to manifest something else in the meantime, like or after I visualized the scholarship, can I visualize something else. I'll be very grateful if you could help me. Because everybody says that you must get rid of all the any doubt but how can I do that. I know that I deserver this scholarship and I know that I am the perfect candidate for it but I have my doubts. Plus, having to wait for 2 more months is killing me...