Hey guys! I'm Jenelle. I'm a 15-year-old Coloradoan enjoying her summer and having an amazing experience with the law of attraction.
I'm a decent manifester. I can attract a lot of physical items, from something as small as pizza, to an itouch, or amateur-professional canon SLR camera. (I'm working on that one right now :])
But, in all the years I've been practicing and learning with the law of attraction, there is one thing that I have never been able to attract: weight loss.
I have been struggling with my weight as long as I can remember. I went on my first diet in 2nd grade. I have always wanted to be skinnier than I am. I live in Colorado, by far the slimmest state in the US, and all of my friends are these gorgeous, slim girls, and they never have to worry about the food they put in their mouths. I want that.
I do not want to have to go on a diet, or count calories, or go low-carb, or starve myself or go bulimic. I want to be skinny, and not worry about I eat -- I just want to be skinny and happy with none of the extra calorie-counting fluff involved! I've read amazing stories of girls and women who can eat like a horse and their extra pounds just radiates off of them. Now, I do love myself, and I know I'm beautiful, and I appreciate my body every day, which I think is very important. But why can't I do that? I've tried everything -- the "lose 2 lbs overnight" approach, the "just keep focusing on my end goal of 120 lbs" approach.. nothing works. In fact, whenever I try to not worry about what I eat and use the LOA to help me lose, I gain. Every single time. I just recently went from 145 to 151 within two weeks. Yikes.
PLEASE help me. Share what works and what doesn't, and what you think I'm missing or not doing.. anything that would help. Pleasepleaseplease help me out! I just want to get over this obstacle in the road and get on to manifesting that camera! ♥