lucy........what you wrote there is resistance. getting on here and posting about how you dont have what you want every day is resistance. basically, what this is saying, is instead of talking about what you dont have, or how what you want hasnt come yet, focus on something you do have that makes you happy and brings you up. this in turn will put you into a happier place and lowers resistance to getting your desire.
also note how the author states that writing in your journal can back fire. if you focus on not having guess what happens? i have recently gone through this with a ton of stuff. i realized what i was doing and have switched back into let go and let god mode and its all coming together, basically over night.
o and lucy, you know how to allow it. but by telling yourself you dont, you are blocking the portion of you brain that can show you. remember, we were born with the ability to create what we want. we just have to tap into it